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Jumping

Jumping feels like flying til you hit the ground

by retrospectivesuicidalepiphany 5/20/2016

written by retrospectivesuicidalepiphany

I’m slowly but surely slipping into an eternity of sadness. I’ve lost all interest in all of what once was my passions. Cooking, bowling, working on vehicles, even mingling with a group of friends.

I’ve lost interest in life. Nothing feels good. Everything’s wrong. Nothing feels right anymore.

I’m slowly tearing away. Pieces of me are frail and falling. I can’t seem to make them stay. You’ve run away. Faster and faster Now you can’t seem to get away.

In the life of the wrong
Love lingered on
Love lingered on to frustrations
If our love is so wrong
What should we do alone
Or am I just […]

5/20/2016 3 comments

Jumping

by kathunt15 9/6/2015

written by kathunt15

at my school theres a dorm where a girl jumped off and killed herself last year. i think i might do the same.

9/6/2015 6 comments

Imma just fucking jump off a bridge already. Whos with me?

by BridgeJumper1994 6/3/2015

written by BridgeJumper1994

Okay, so here it goes. Im nearing an ultimate moral downfall now. Ive went from fastening belts on my neck or swallowing a couple of pills to straight forward assaulting myself. I entirely despise my whole life. Life has caused me nothing but pain and suffering. Each day I struggle to wake up properly cause theres just no reason to go on doing things people usually do at all. I have closed myself inside my cage. I dont usually talk, Im not socializing anymore. Been abused in school, first sexually when I was 13, then bullied and some physical violence too. Parents beat me up […]

6/3/2015 13 comments

Jumping into the void

by GalaxyEyesXx 11/20/2014

written by GalaxyEyesXx

It’s not like I think everyone hates me although I have never been loved by anyone except the people that are obligated to do so. We can’t choose our family someone once told me. If we could…would I have been chosen at all? I know that my absence will be a momentary sadness. I have been alone for so long. Fading in between the lines of their book. Into the crowd, just a forgotten ghost. I don’t even know how to handle company outside of family. Before it perturbed me deeply. But now I prefer to be alone. It is safe, predictable even if the […]

11/20/2014 3 comments

Traveling abroad to die

by filthy soul 2/24/2014

written by filthy soul

Has anyone considered ending it in a foreign country? This is different from the infamous suicide tourism, which is actually euthanasia & involves paying someone a big sum to legally kill you.

Of all the final destinations on my bucket list, I have been thinking of :

Hanging in a hotel overlooking Eiffel tower
Jumping into Berlin river
Jumping into the river dividing Budapest
Jumping onto NYC subway

Or any of the above methods in Moscow.
There is the Moscow Metro, a number of rivers, and certainly plenty of plush hotel rooms. For a long time I have had this obsession with Russian culture.

I believe that if and […]

2/24/2014 9 comments

Haley’s Bridgehanger

by The Distress 2/16/2014

written by The Distress

VVVVVVV (that IS the sound a vibrating phone makes)

It was 2:30AM when I awoke to the vibrating sounds of my phone. It was Elly. She was hysterical – crying and beyond the definition of upset. She told me to come to the pedestrian bridge immediately. I didn’t ask any questions but I had a bad notion of what was going on. When I arrived to the waterfront I was greeted by an endless crisscrossing of yellow tape, countless flashing lights, police, firetrucks, and an ambulance. There were even police boats stationed on the river. Elly and other friends of ours were talking to the authorities. […]

2/16/2014 2 comments