Tortured. Yet not. Why do I feel so alone. Why do I still want to die. Why. Why. I’m a why kind of girl. Why don’t you care? Why does everyone hate me? Why do people lie when I know the truth? I carry around that noose.. Waiting for something to set me off. Waiting for that perfect timing to set in. Wanting it to be now instead of later. When the time comes.. Will I do it? Will I jump? Will I fall? I mean.. I’ve already fallen. And hit the ground hard. I’m broken. And people say I have no fucking reason to hate myself. […]
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Kind Of Girl
I have this one so-called friend who’s always calling me pessimistic and way too negative. She’s one of those intensely annoying types, unbelievably selfish but able to hide that trait under a mask of caring before backstabbing for her own enjoyment. The kind of girl who asks how much work you’ve been doing just so she can brag about how hardworking she is before starting on at you and making you feel like crap… Basically, she’s poisonous.
But yeah, she likes to call me a pessimist which I am not. I’m not a pessimist at all, I’m simply a realist who’s tired of bullshit and doesn’t […]
A smiling ,laughing,and always have everything together that’s the kind of girl girl that’s what everyone sees when looking at me.So how can they tell that their is something wrong with me?For I get good grades have lots of friends how would they be able to tell there’s something wrong?The girl with the pretty family that everyone compliments so how can they tell their is something wrong with me?In reality I want to cry,scream,and break-down that ways something could tell there’s something wrong with me.I want to stop trying to get good grades and show people my friends are fake so they can tell there’s […]