They say I saved a life yesterday. For about 6 hours I felt meaningful, like my disgusting existence on this world was justified. Then the feeling crashed hard. i happened to drop a glass and it shattered  on the kitchen floor. And just like that I woke up, like I’ve done every day of my life, realizing that the few pitiful hours of artificial rest from the horror of life were just that: a few pitiful hours of artificial rest.
well maybe my “heroic deed” yesterday was my grand contribution to the world. Or maybe it and the life I saved are just as meaningless as […]