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Lack Of Sleep

i cant handel this any longer.

by @deadlife 6/16/2013

written by @deadlife

Im not a very important person. I don’t tell people about my problems. I have many.Â They drive me insane. I wish I was better person. I cant tell anyone abut this side of me except my only friend cole. he is the only one who will ever understand me. ever.

this is a list 0f my problems

1.im different

2.i cut

3.i am bulimic and anorexic

4.suicidal

5.family death

6.commitment issues

7.my mother has been dating a married man I hate for 6 years

8.my family thinks there’s something wrong with me

9.bullied

10.no friends

11.awkward

12.shy

13.anger issues

14.migranes

15.lack of sleep

16.i hear voices

17.cant focus

18.sexualy abused by half sister [longstory]

and last of all

19.i cant stand myself

please help, my family or […]

6/16/2013 4 comments

The Matrix has us..?

by heartcore 10/10/2012

written by heartcore

I found this via the links SuicideProject has on the right… And I beLIEve it is worthy of consideration, since our suicidal minds are already preoccupied with real world experience/ multimedia amusement/ wtf worry/ lack of sleep/ cognitive issues/ etcetera… Though, really, who else gets us besides maybe two people irl if we’re lucky? Read if you dare.

http://psychcentral.com/news/2012/10/10/social-anxiety-can-fuel-compulsive-internet-use/45844.html

10/10/2012 2 comments

Forever Trapped

by newsflash 9/20/2012

written by newsflash

Normally when I have aÂ flashback or nightmareÂ I write about it in my journal. Today I decided to post about it on here just so that I don’t have to keep this mess hidden inside me. This is hard for me to write about so I’m sorry if it doesn’t make too much sense.

I don’t usually have good sleeps, some nights I don’t sleep at all. I’m terrified of the dark in fear of my abusers getting me. Last night I dozed off, I didn’t fall asleep, just went into a trance to try to calm myself. Around 10am this morning I was triggered when I […]

9/20/2012 4 comments

awake in the early hours

by NotReallyHereAtAll 7/21/2012

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

I rarely go to sleep before 2 AM most nights. I usually just read, or write, or use my laptop until I get so exhausted I go straight to sleep when I let myself. I do this because otherwise, I lie awake in bed for hours and hours thinking dark, sad, terrifying thoughts and everything gets worse. And I can’t tell my parents that that’s the reason I’m always so exhausted in the mornings, because they tell me to just go to bed earlier, but they don’t get that the longer I lie in silence, the more time I have to think. And thinking too […]

7/21/2012 2 comments

Sleeping

by Ashley444 1/19/2012

written by Ashley444

Since theÂ beginning of middle school (about seven years ago) I’ve had the worst circadian rythm. In fact… I can’t even dignify it by calling it a rythm. The wordÂ rythm implies that there is some sort of underlying pattern. So, for the purpose of this post, I willÂ refer to it as my sleeping sheduleÂ When people ask about my sleeping schedule, I usually just tell them that I am an insomniac. Which is true… most of the time.Â I find it incredibly hard to get to sleep most nights. However, I don’t think that is the proper label. True most nights, I will get maybe two or […]

1/19/2012 8 comments