Im not a very important person. I don’t tell people about my problems. I have many. They drive me insane. I wish I was better person. I cant tell anyone abut this side of me except my only friend cole. he is the only one who will ever understand me. ever.
this is a list 0f my problems
1.im different
2.i cut
3.i am bulimic and anorexic
4.suicidal
5.family death
6.commitment issues
7.my mother has been dating a married man I hate for 6 years
8.my family thinks there’s something wrong with me
9.bullied
10.no friends
11.awkward
12.shy
13.anger issues
14.migranes
15.lack of sleep
16.i hear voices
17.cant focus
18.sexualy abused by half sister [longstory]
and last of all
19.i cant stand myself
please help, my family or anyone who knows mw cant see this, please help me.
4 comments
They say depression is hatred of the self and feeling unlovable. I know this feeling/belief well too. Are in you college yet? If not, if you can hold out until college it’s often a great opportunity to meet like-minded people and to get some physical distance from your current living situation.
On your list the one that jumps out at me is “5. family death” the others could probably be worked with…
Well look at the bright side, most people in this website have similar problems. I think it’s really hard helping a depressed person because they don’t really tell you how… When I get depressed I shut down everyone and don’t let anyone help me, some types of people just want to talk and let things out. What type of help do you want? I would be glad to send you my Skype name and talk things out. If we don’t get to talk in Skype, I just want you to know that most of the things you wrote in your list, I understand how you feel. You’re not alone! I once was in a really crappy place that was driving me insane, all the things I felt were just exploding inside of me, so I set a goal for myself, to help out other people alike me and this simple goal has helped me maintain my sanity, as you see there’s tons of people like us. I have friends that don’t know who I really am but are there for me, just hearing their voices help me out allot. I wish you the best and I agree with the statement above, depression in some ways is just hatred of yourself, so start loving yourself!!!! I feel like my ideas went all over the place but I hope you get it.
Be patient. In a few years things will get better for you and these problems will all just seem to fade away. I thought that my problems would never go away when I was younger, but eventually they did.
Hang in there, because there are a lot of people here who care about you and want to see you get through this.
I think depression involves more than just hating yourself. For most of the problems I read just now, they can be fixed with time. It’s evil that some people have no consideration for us, that we havve pain we havve a hard time coping with. Mental pain mostly, but for some of us, physical pain. I hope things get better for you, I hope there’s a supportive person for you. If not please come back to this site whenever you can most of us want to help you in any way we can! I’ve got my own issues too, which is why I come here.