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Last Thursday

Self Hatred.

by Rose 8/27/2013

written by Rose

all of my â€œfriendsâ€ couldnâ€™t care about me and recently iâ€™m realizing that. i lost one of my â€œclosestâ€ friends last thursday because he called me a self-centered b**** and claimed heâ€™d been there for me through everything and i hadnâ€™t given a f*** about him once and never did for anybody. for once, i actually stood up for myself and told him that he was wrong and that sparked things. now weâ€™re not talking.

i miss days from school a lot too and not once has anyone asked in the past few months where iâ€™d been or if i was alright. they donâ€™t even care. […]

8/27/2013 2 comments

i dont even really know anymore

by dyingbutstillalive 6/26/2013

written by dyingbutstillalive

So last Thursday I had cut myself again and I just couldn’t stop myself. My mother is more than even disappointed in me because of my grades and all I’ve really wanted to do is make her proud. I don’t really know how to feel anymore. I get more and more sad and upset with myself each growing day. I also started writing poetry and it helps me share my feelings at least a little bit. Sometimes I honestly want my mom to see my scars so she sees just how much pain I’m in. I just want to be able to live my life […]

6/26/2013 1 comment

Double bag it

by flatus 6/9/2013

written by flatus

NEW YORKâ€”On a radio show they hosted called “The Pursuit of Happiness,” John Littig and Lynne Rosen urged listeners to embrace spontaneity.

“So much about life is about impulse,” Littig said on a broadcast this year on an FM station in New York, WBAI. “It’s about doing it right now.”

A shocking decision the couple made together appeared more methodical: Police say they killed themselves side by side as part of a suicide pact.

Autopsies found that both Littig, 47, and Rosen, 45, died from asphyxiation after inhaling helium, a spokeswoman for medical examiner’s office said last Thursday.

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6/9/2013 0 comment

keeping it together

by swat 3/4/2013

written by swat

I came from a unforunate upbringing. Suffice to say, there was lots of weird stuff that is crimminal and will follow me until the day that I die. I put up a shell that protected me. When I moved out of the house at 18 I lived alone. I worked alone. At this time I was morbidly obese. I overcame that addition. Got in shape. Enlisted in the reserves. Finished my B.Sc. and now find my self in Law School. It took me 12 years of my life to get to be a freshman law school student. 4 years ago I met a girl. Despite […]

3/4/2013 0 comment