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Little Kids

How my life turned to hell.

by Mezzy 8/18/2013

written by Mezzy

I’m writing this because i want to get my story out.

I don’t want anyone’s sympathy or help, I want my story out so if something ever happens to me, at least my story is public and people know why I did it.

As a first thing I’d like to make note of the fact that I do NOT want to kill myself! It just seems like the only way out of my misery. And it’s been that way for quite a while already.

At first i laughed at myself for having a quickly fading suicide moment. (wich smart and sane person wouldn’t?) but after a few years, […]

8/18/2013 2 comments

I can’t do this anymore

by dangleheart 6/28/2013

written by dangleheart

I just can’t do this anymore. My “life” is nothing but pain after pain. Please give me physical pain. Anything but this burtal self pity/ emotional bull crap i’m feeling right now! I hate this. I hate myself for feeling this!

I have come to a point where i just don’t know what’s left for me anymore. I’ve experienced things, that humans want to. I’ve loved Â both mentally and physically and i’ve been brought up in one of the world’s greatest and most beautiful cities but … Why do i still feel like this? There’s only one conclusion and that is; i’m fucking selfish as hell!

As […]

6/28/2013 5 comments

same thing over and over

by dj47 5/23/2013

written by dj47

I trusted some one again and they left me i gotten back a friend but i dont think she wants to talk to me really any more i have my friend i made this year hes a good friend i think i bug him some times i dont think i will ever find some one that whants to be my girlfriend more one day as much as i want some thing with them i put in so much effort with every one to put a smile when there sad or mad but whos there for me when i need it no one i just want […]

5/23/2013 1 comment

Dear cancer…

by I.cant.breathe! 2/18/2013

written by I.cant.breathe!

Dear Cancer,
I’d like to tell you just how disgusted you’ve made me. You’ve invaded my body and millions of other people’s bodies. And then you kill them. Sometimes you decide to show mercy but only sometimes. Don’t you think you should spare the little kids, don’t you think you should spare the teens, the adults, the world??? Don’t you think that you could let them live their lives. Let me live mine? You’ve gotten enough haters, and I’m pretty sure the only people who like you is the nothing. Oh, exuse me, but why are you still here. YOU RUINED MY LIFE!!! YOU RUINED […]

2/18/2013 0 comment

The story…

by Theloner 11/23/2012

written by Theloner

I’ve always gone back, to the place where I once sat and cried. I can remember the pain, watching all the little kids play and me just sitting there and wanting one to come over and ask if I would like to play with them. I remember when I sat on the swing and watch the girls play jump-rope and the boys played one their game-boys. I remember being alone. It hurt everyday, and everyday even more rage would full me up inside because I wouldn’t eat anything. I remember hating myself and wishing I could start over or die. It didn’t help that […]

11/23/2012 0 comment

That familiar pain in my chest of something trying to burst out…. Does anyone else like feel that?

by silver_teardrops 10/22/2012

written by silver_teardrops

Today was a relatively normal day as far as my life is concerned. I went to school, got on my friends bus and went shopping for halloween treats for the little kids that I teach during my work experience. Well the first turning even in the day was mum flipping out at Â me coz I didn’t make it to the checkout in time with a jar of curry. this didn’t bother me much it’s typical, however it did cast a shadow over the great day it had been so far. Then I get home to my father watching countless traveller shows on telly.Stupid pathetic **** […]

10/22/2012 1 comment

Hurts even when you can’t complain

by LittleGirlPariah 8/2/2012

written by LittleGirlPariah

I can’t complain too much about my life. Both my parents love me, though sometime I find myself thinking it’s because they have to. I have a little sister and an older brother. Things I have to complain about are typical in our now a day system.

I’ll start with my siblings.

My little sister is a princess at heart but a complete wannabe to the darker side of life. She loves shopping for clothes and toys alike. Though fakes being bored. She loves the colors pink and purple and does her best to hide it. We all know how good little kids are at hiding things. […]

8/2/2012 2 comments

Mental illnesses don’t define me

by mysmilecoversalot :) 6/8/2012

written by mysmilecoversalot :)

Today I went to my cousin’s open house. There was this little girl there, 6 years old, that I had never met before. She saw me giving the other kids “airplane” rides and wanted one as well. She waited in line multiple times, until I was too exasted to lift anyone else. Then she wouldn’t stop following me, so I started talking to her. You know how little kids like to tell you really unimportant things and many times nobody truly listens to? Well I like to listen. I like to ask them questions and hear all the innocent things running through their heads. So […]

6/8/2012 3 comments