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so…

by STAGNANTwhirlpool 5/3/2015

written by STAGNANTwhirlpool

I am not fit for this world. my whole life I have been ‘that weird kid’ with maybe one friend at a time. I was never properly integrated into the chaotic social structure inside which resides any and all hope of being happy, and it is because of this that I am approaching the end…

I have been thinking about suicide for as far back as I can remember, but it was only recently that I got serious and began my new hobby of noose-tying. I know a lot of people on here say they are ‘horrible people’ and all that, but for me I think […]

5/3/2015 0 comment

it never ends

by queer 4/30/2015

written by queer

I felt better for a while and then it rushes back. Like a long lost lover with a toxic relationship. A battered person unable to leave the relationship with the abusive partner. I struggle to breath tonight as suicides embrace becomes stronger. I want to let go, give myself over to these strong clutches. I am exhausted living in denial. Seeing through the fog unknown memories. Struggling with childhoods demons.

4/30/2015 3 comments

I’m exhausted

by Agelki 4/27/2015

written by Agelki

I don’t think i can live like this anymore, i’m losing my mind…i’m not living, this is not how life should be. I wish i was alive.
I’m considering jumping from the top of the building where i live at but i should wait until it’s dark outside…
Nothing makes sense now, this is weird

4/27/2015 64 comments

Suicide is inevitable. Questioning how to go about it

by pointless821 4/26/2015

written by pointless821

I am going to commit suicide. I want to. I am a really blessed kid, but I do not like living. Just seems pointless. The issue that is eating at me so much is whether or not to tell my mother and sister beforehand. I think about it as if it were a terminal illness. Would my mother and sister rather me get hit by a bus and hear that I’m dead, and have it hit them like a brick wall? Or would they rather me have a terminal illness, where I only have, say, three months to live? I like to think the latter, […]

4/26/2015 12 comments

Help me help her

by Kenntouchthiss 4/26/2015

written by Kenntouchthiss

I got a story. I can’t promise it’s a good one though

So I have a girlfriend and we’ve been together for about 2 1/2 years. She just recently got diagnosed with depression. And although I am trying my best to make her life easier, it feels like I’m not really doing enough.

We’re both just college students living with our parents so I can’t be there for her all the time, which really sucks cause when she does need me I can’t really be sure I’ll be there.

Any tips on how to help her would be greatly appreciated

Thanks SP

4/26/2015 5 comments

Return to the desert

by bayareaguy 4/26/2015

written by bayareaguy

In two weeks I will be, once again, living in Phoenix. I rented an apartment and bought a bed. It remains to be seen if this return after 6 months in Mexico and 3 months in Los Angeles will be any different from the last stay here (August 2013-14).

I can’t seem to drum up any real excitement. This is a financial move. I’m sure you are all tired of hearing about how I fell into this deep depression and how much I just want to have this life be over and sleeping without loneliness, depression and physical weakness.

Forgive me if I bore you all, forgive […]

4/26/2015 3 comments

Not enough

by comomequieranllamar 4/24/2015

written by comomequieranllamar

Not hurting my mum is starting to not be enough to keep me living.

I’m scared. Maybe being scared is a good thing, but suicide has stopped being an idea to become a real possibility.

Two weeks and I’ll be 25. Or not.

4/24/2015 2 comments

I can’t do anything right

by comomequieranllamar 4/22/2015

written by comomequieranllamar

Maybe I should just stop trying. Maybe I should just stop living.

I’m tired, and I’m not important to anyone. Maybe it’s time to go.

4/22/2015 1 comment

tired of trying

by hiitsme0819 4/16/2015

written by hiitsme0819

i want to give up. im not even sure life is worth living anymore. so sick of always feeling like im worthless. sometimes i wonder if anyone would even notice i was gone.

4/16/2015 28 comments

Too much stress & wanting to cry

by simran 4/16/2015

written by simran

I am 30 female. I having hypertension because of too much stress… always want to cry I need love from my husband but he is changed now before marriage he is totally different he care for me never wants to me to cry but he is the reason for my stress. he didnt like my parents I am living in Australia. he wants that his parents live with us I have no problem but nowdays I need my mother I have small baby but he said that he never wants to my mother come there what should I doand he never wants that I goto […]

4/16/2015 22 comments

Self-harming

by anaboyred24 4/15/2015

written by anaboyred24

Hi I’m a 25 years old living in England I’ve been Self-harming for the past 11 years and would love to stop I’ve tired everything to stop even getting a tat on my arm to but that did not even work I was wondering what have people done to stop self-harming thanks

4/15/2015 7 comments

What is the purpose of Living?

by flatliner 4/15/2015

written by flatliner

I am wandering what is the purpose of living this torturing life if i have no aims or goals and ambitions for my future. I just think about my future and i can’t see something positive and give me a motive to fight for this future because my whole life was, is and will be fucked up forever. And my depression become worse and worse all the time.

4/15/2015 5 comments

What is the point?

by BartHallowmeow 4/14/2015

written by BartHallowmeow

I’ve spent my entire life trying to figure out what I want to do for a living. I think I’ve got a lead on something that seems right. It would allow me to work from home, part time, and I could make three times what I make now. If I can actually do it.

I’ve been stuck in a fast food job for almost a decade.

I wanted to sing or write, and now I do nothing. I have this weird brain fog thing, so nothing even looks real. I have snow vision. I get angry at my child all the time.

Nothing at all makes me happy.

And […]

4/14/2015 7 comments

Why bother?

by brokengirll 4/10/2015

written by brokengirll

What’s the point in even living anymore?

4/10/2015 7 comments

After All

by RogerRabbit10210622 4/8/2015

written by RogerRabbit10210622

I guess the only thing holding me back is the curious fear I have of whats next. Is there a heaven like all our grandparents say? Or is there just black nothing? Will I linger and watch the aftermath, because that just might be worse. To watch all the ones I love suffer…. but at the same time living is a burden to them. I don’t know….what do you guys think happens when we are set free?

4/8/2015 4 comments

Legalize assisted suicide for depression.

by Waste 4/7/2015

written by Waste

It’s my body. I should be able to do with it what I want. I know assisted suicide is legal in some places, for people with terminal diseases. But it should also be legal for those who have depression. What is the point of living if we feel there is nothing else left to live for?

4/7/2015 14 comments

I am just so fucking lonely.

by WhereIsTheSilverLining 3/29/2015

written by WhereIsTheSilverLining

I’m sick of living in a world where it feels like it doesn’t even matter if i’m here.

No one would miss me, no one would fucking care.

I’m invisible. Why can’t anyone see how sad i am.

Why doesn’t anyone care enough to look past my pitiful smile.

Because no one fucking cares.

I just want to run away to a place where no one knows me. Then i can be alone without feeling that no one loves me.

It’s like i’m living a world where I’ve already been forgotten.

I’m tired of feeling invisible.

I’m tired of feeling like a ghost.

3/29/2015 3 comments

To Quit

by meepmeep 3/23/2015

written by meepmeep

I’m very, very tired. I can’t live every day debating whether I should live or not – if I continue living, it’ll stay like this. If I die, I don’t have to deal with this. I know you say it’ll get better, maybe it will, I won’t live long enough to find out. For some reason, I can’t feel happy, even though there’s been cheerful people in the atmosphere. I’m very, very tired. Shall I go about eternal slumber?

3/23/2015 2 comments

The reason I am still living

by wndozh8er 3/21/2015

written by wndozh8er

The only thing that is keeping me alive now is knowing that i don’t have the proper stuff to do it with. yes i studied all the methods but many are not a guarantee. The biggest issue with me is suffering. I don’t want to do it in a way that makes me suffer, or i end up surviving but physically and mentally disabled. For me its not about an attempt, but success. Thought about shotguns and read about the exact place to shoot. but hell sometimes those are not a sure thing. Plus some of those bad boys are expensive and I wouldn’t wanna […]

3/21/2015 5 comments

My Life Pt.2

by J_D 3/18/2015

written by J_D

I don’t mean to be selfish, but my life is a living hellhole. Everyday I come home, scared of my father, because if he finds out about my grades, he will force my hand here.

Some days I wish he would beat me. But he doesn’t. He verbally whips me. Some days I wish I could just run away and be done with my “great” family. If found out I may have depression. And if I told anyone, they would not believe. No one believes anything they don’t see or feel. Something they don’t believe in. Something that isn’t tangible to them. And such describes the […]

3/18/2015 1 comment

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