so I don’t know where to even start, I’m going to college this fall. I don’t know if Im excited or not about it… I don’t want to leave my family, I hate them at times and get in fights with them but I still think I will miss them a little even though I’ve been dying to get out for years cause I cant take all there shit. Im bi and I feel like that is going to stop me from making friends and I’m worried about that already. I have horrid anxiety and depression and so thats not helping at all. I haven’t […]
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Losing Touch
Forlorn lists true contempt destruct
Dripping red is it time to come clean
Wash away everything
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJngx-X-mTU
Hold the frame still life focus
One’s intent to not be noticed
Lost in lies graceful charms
Losing touch with everyone
Management terms and conditions
Waiting for own in addition
Contract is raised
The world’s greatest mortuary
Self destructive mechanism
Introvert overturn assasination
Make from steel the ugly weapon
Killer’s instinct from man to trigger
Peaceful time direct potential
Living through one’s own dementia
Come on hold arms
Dissect division caress duress
Invite delusion back moving through the keyhole
Trust in keeping a value judgement
Overthrown like a […]
I think I am suicidal. Â I’m not really sure, because I’m not sure of anything anymore. Â I don’t want to hurt myself or be in pain or punish myself. Â I just don’t want to feel like this anymore. Â It is getting increasingly unbearable, and I don’t know what to do.
I was almost murdered in October by gun violence (it was a very close call), and I have since been diagnosed with depression and PTSD. Â I have never been a depressed person in my life, ever. Â I just read on a website I found that PTSD can cause suicidal feelings, and I do feel a tiny […]