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I’m not going out without a fight.

by mysmilecoversalot :) 7/31/2013

written by mysmilecoversalot :)

Tomorrow morning Iâ€™m going to my first counseling appointment with a counselor of my choice who specializes in the areas I need help with most. Scared and anxious are words that donâ€™t even do the situation justice. Iâ€™m beyond terrified, but I will be strong and I will not resist help like Iâ€™ve always done in the past. I wish I had just one person standing by my side, telling me Iâ€™m making the right choice and I will be okay, but I donâ€™t. In the end we have ourselves and that has to be enough.

I have suicidal thoughts pretty much everyday that will […]

7/31/2013 4 comments

The world just keeps crashing down on me.

by Behindtheseyes789 1/28/2013

written by Behindtheseyes789

Hey there. My name is Stephanie.

I’ve lived a life basically filled with nothing but pain all my life, but it all really started when I was 9. I was born in Florida and lived there for six years of my life. My dad works for the government so I’ve moved multiple times in my life, and if you’ve moved a lot like me you know how hard it is. How hard it is to keep starting over from scratch, it’s even worse when you end up right back where you were before. When I was 6, i moved to Maryland outside of Washington DC. I […]

1/28/2013 5 comments

I don’t believe in hell but if I did it would be a lot like this

by cyanidesofmarch 1/11/2013

written by cyanidesofmarch

when subjected to huge amounts of pain, nerves go numb, bodies go into shock and consciousness shuts down. Mental pain, on the other hand, never lets up. It piles on thicker, higher, heavier each day and there is no relief. Screw fire & brimstone. If I were to design hell for the worst criminals and worthless souls to be or tired with unspeakable agony, it would be exactly my life. Which begs the question: what did I ever do to deserve this?

1/11/2013 13 comments