Commit to suicide and achieve it. I’ve made many failed attempts, either because they didn’t work or I stopped myself. What I can’t understand about myself is, for example, the idea of jumping from a sufficient height; why am I not putting my shoes on right now and make my way to that height. Why am I just thinking about it. Actions speak louder than words after all but I’m physically not doing it.. why.
This is me by the way.
Alright, well my names Michaela.
And I am 18 years old.
I just got out of the hospital on Monday for my depression and suicidal ideations.
I have been begging and pleading for a specific persons help for a long time so i wont have the feeling and urge to kill myself.
But he has been treating me like shit, putting me on the side and making me feel worthless.
I have had it.
He was the only thing […]