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Manifestation

Doom ugly pony

by Bisban 10/14/2014

written by Bisban

Playstation, deep devastation

Manifestation, a true hell

Do you know what the darkness

The book, the story, supreme chain

The age and a child, blood of binary

My deteriorating rotting flesh

Sacred asphyxiation, spiritual cruxifiction

I wear a mask and I’m a goddamned pirate

The clay in the face, need to detoxify

Back seven years and purist in the sun

Who are you, what if you were I

Me, now, my unfathomable cape of suffer

Eternal, fated, I’m here to save the world

Can I burn a fire and you be the dynamite

Can I roll out tonight, in my white robe

Down under, gate thirteen

10/14/2014 0 comment

fuck a title

by truthbetold 10/18/2012

written by truthbetold

“God may exist but only if there’s an ‘I’ to perceive it. Without an ‘I’ to perceive it, who will confirm his existence ? the ‘I’ creates God”

“the (physical world/matrix)/illusion is visible while the true self/consciousness is hidden (to the five senses). It doesn’t look like it, but consciousness is concealed by the illusion. Have you ever thought of it this way ?”

“Consciousness is concealed by the world’s manifestation. It is the manifestation/(physical world) that does not allow you to see the God within you”

“Consciousness has to appear in this form soÂ this form can recognize counsciousness”

“You always mention somebody else. You’re always studying something […]

10/18/2012 14 comments

i wish that i didn’t feel like a monster

by tphg 8/1/2012

written by tphg

i feel ugly inside, like i have nothing positive to offer the people of earth. all the wrong things bring me joy and the right things make me feel uncomfortable. i laughed at a disabled woman on saturday and it was the hardest and most enjoyable laugh that ive had in months. i look forward to other peoples misery and usually slink away from smiling faces and the stories behind them.

what am i? i dont believe in anything(angels, demons etc) so im just a disturbed human. ive been hurt to the point that other peoples hurt is all that i crave; hurt people hurt […]

8/1/2012 5 comments

Scared of dying, but even more scared of living.

by Beatnik 6/19/2012

written by Beatnik

I have been through a lot – bullying, attempted murder, attempted rape, none-curable illness etc.. Each time I have escaped with my life, I have found inner strength andÂ saved myself from suicide countless times. Each time I think to myself ‘things will get better’.. But I have yet to see any kind of manifestation of luck.

I am mentally ill. I have suffered with hallucinations, delusions and thought disorder for over a decade. The last year has been particularly hard following a fellow human being physically harming me.
IÂ crumbled andÂ asked for help for the first time everÂ in January, though I found the process humiliating I was […]

6/19/2012 1 comment

1-800-SUICIDE

by Lancelot 6/1/2012

written by Lancelot

link:Â http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTXeg-Swq9w

Whenever I feel like killing myself I listen to this track! Give it a shot! I think (at least the true old school) hip hop helps rechanneling the negative energy elsewhere. I listen to a lot of it; I think the main problem today is that the world is just downright unfucking fair and people should be killed but not us the sensitive common people; it”s those fuckers on the top of the chains that are abusive exploitative bastards, literally starving their people to death!!!! and that has to be changed. also they’re forcing on us an image that we just can’t identify with, an […]

6/1/2012 0 comment