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Mental Abuse

I Don’t Know If I Need Help Or A Knife

by False_Determination 5/22/2016

written by False_Determination

This is the first time I’m ever going to tell someone my life story. I just need someone to
know. It might be a little long.

When she was pregnant with me, my mother did all kinds of drugs with my father. I was also
the only child she planned.

When I was three, my father raped a girl. Shortly after, my mom did something stupid and got sent to jail.

My siblings and I all got seperated. I moved in with my grandparents from my moms side.

They were my first memories. The only ones I actually enjoy. That is until my grandmother had a stroke. So […]

5/22/2016 9 comments

It Needs To Stop

by hooded_girl 9/23/2014

written by hooded_girl

1 became 2, then 2 to 4. 1 cut every time my heart fell to the floor.
4 became 5, then 5 to 8. 1 cut every time I’ve experienced self-hate.
8 became 9, then 9 to 11. 1 cut every time I wish I was in Heaven.
11 became 12, then 12 to 16. 1 cut every time they were ever mean.
16 became 17, then 17 to 21. 1 last cut before my life was done.
1 cut, 2 cut, 3 cut, 4.
Loss of blood, my mind began to flood, as my life went on no more.
Self-Harm is like a drug […]

9/23/2014 2 comments

My story.

by Jladd 5/23/2013

written by Jladd

Jladd here as all of you know and i figured you guys would like to hear my story.

My mom never use to be a drunk or violent. She was once a normal beautiful women who would give you the shirt off her back. But that’s not the case now. I have two brothers and a sister. And then one adopted brother and sister.Â My mother never use to hit me or anything like that but it all started after we moved into our new house and she lost her job. My stepdad was always at work to support us so i never really saw him and […]

5/23/2013 5 comments

Too far gone…

by r3a9an 5/19/2013

written by r3a9an

I really don’t know what I’m doing. I’m extremely suicidal, I have no fear of death and I welcome it’s emptiness. However, I have this insane little happy part of myself that won’t shut up about all of my hopes and dreams and how they could still happen. I really feel like two people at once sometimes. I don’t know whether to feel good or bad that they both agree I’m ugly and look nothing like they do in my head. (I have a lot of self-hate.)

I think it might be worse because I don’t feel like I have the right to feel this way. […]

5/19/2013 5 comments

lost forever

by f0rgottenchild 4/16/2013

written by f0rgottenchild

i finally found someone i could be happy with then i lost her, i don’t know if it was my fault or not but all i know is that i got too attached to her and now i feel so dead inside, i’ve been through so much already in the past 19 years such as verbal, physical and mental abuse and now i’m on medication that’s supposed to make me feel better but its only making things worse, i’ve never felt so alone and lost in my entire life like i do now if anybody reads this please help me i don’t know what to […]

4/16/2013 5 comments

how the f-ck

by truthbetold 6/10/2012

written by truthbetold

am I supposed to keep going:

– when it feels like my drive to desire is broken (desire being the root of action) ?

– when my ego’s been getting weaker for theÂ past 5+ years ?

– when my mind cannot generate meaningful goals etc like it used to ?

I wanted to become a psychologist when I started going to college (sept. 06) .. it was my only and meaningful goal, my door into the future

I got to experience mental abuse & other bad things in an environment I started to hate .. unfortunately, I had no other realistic option than […]

6/10/2012 3 comments