I used to self harm, not an awful lot but the marks remain on my wrists. I still get that feeling of wanting to make myself bleed just to get that rush of adrenaline. My father recently died of cancer, 8 months ago almost to this day in fact. We weren’t and still aren’t a rich family, and we’ve had money problems and we’ve had that worry of their being a letter on the doormat when we come home telling us we were being evicted, but luckily it has not come to that. My auntie died two years ago, and my grandma 5 years ago. […]
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Money Problems
I know that this isnt very important but lately I’ve been over thrown by life and all that comes with it. The money problems? It’s too hard, I’m only in high school.. My parents? They hate each other so much.. It’s not fair they couldn’t be perfect.. My friends? They don’t exist. I lost them. My boyfriend? He dumped me because of my issues.. He’s happy with another girl. And lucky me I get to see them every day. I wish I could care less. I’ve tried, oh have I tried. I care too much. Every little thing eats away at me. When will I […]
Hate it, seems like I always have… Somewhere along the line I had three kids… I really hope they don’t have problems like me. I cant do anything I would like to about my problems cause I refuse to saddle them with that… Freaking stuck like chuck in a worthless whirlwind of shit. I would tell you my story but there is no beginning and unfortunately no end in site. Somewhere in the middle are some selfish parents a cheating wife and whole bunch of money problems…. Three great kids though… I cant screw them up 🙁 . Its like a life a sentence on death row… Hows […]