Hate it, seems like I always have… Somewhere along the line I had three kids… I really hope they don’t have problems like me. I cant do anything I would like to about my problems cause I refuse to saddle them with that… Freaking stuck like chuck in a worthless whirlwind of shit. I would tell you my story but there is no beginning and unfortunately no end in site. Somewhere in the middle are some selfish parents a cheating wife and whole bunch of money problems…. Three great kids though… I cant screw them up 🙁 . Its like a life a sentence on death row… Hows life Norm? Taking forever! Won 600 bucks at the casino today and yet still found myself completely envious of the poor soul trapped in the burning camaro lodged under the flipped 18 wheeler on the way home. Good luck buddy. Hope it didn’t hurt…
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Hey hey hey..dont be so down. Out of all the bullshit you went through, you still managed to have not one or two but 3 AMAZING kids. Im sure they love you and i can tell that you do whatever you can or must to make them happy. Screw your cheating wife and selfish parents. Youre doing what YOU can. Nice job at the casino…the only way you could fail your kids for sure is not being there…hopefully that guy didnt have 3 amazing kids to get home to
Yeah I hope not too… I didnt mean to make light of his situation… Just find myself myself jealous of people getting a way out sometimes… I dont what a way out. Not yet, not for a while… I mean sure in a perfect world that would be great. But my kids, I want them to be okay, i dont want them having a lifetime of sorrow and hurt. I would endure a million shitty lives from start to glorious finish to ensure they all have happy ones. Sometimes I think I must have some sort of chemical imbalance or something. I have so much to be happy for and yet I dwell on the bad stuff and Ive let it all fester into a big heaping pile of worthlessness….. Sucks!