My usage of psychedelics, especially mushrooms is letting me slowly exit my chemical lobotomy and into a state of awareness and ability to have common sense, energy, endurance, drive, determination, willpower, intuition and able to reason, be assertive. Now that my level of consciousness is higher than it has been in the past several years flashbacks are getting more intense and distressing. I’m starting to realize how braindead and blind I really was in the past and I can’t describe what it’s like to be aware of this other than downright disturbing.
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Mushrooms
My hangover from the last time I did mushrooms is going away. It has lasted for over 6 weeks. IÂ honestly couldn’t tell if I was ever going to feel stronger and regain energy or not. My energy’s been fluctuating…I hope I don’t crash and end up exhausted and hungry again. I honestly can’t tell if I feel exhausted, drowsy, hungry, and miserable all the time from my hangover that will go away in days, if not weeks, or I’m just going to be like this for the rest of my life.