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My goodbye letter

by Alexther 6/18/2014

written by Alexther

Anyone affected by my death,forgive me…

First of,I want to clear the fact that this is not an impulsive action.
I have been thinking about taking my own life for a long time now.This is NOT an impulsive decision.
I have tried to get better,but I failed…Only choice I got left is to start a new life…in the
afterlife…
I have tried to make people understand how I feel.Nobody cared.I guess I am a pathetic idiot,so there’s
no wonder people would not care.I mean,who would care about someone as pathetic as me?
I have tried to be a better person,and I failed.I failed as a son,I […]

6/18/2014 2 comments

Don’t say it, Don’t feel it

by rach 5/24/2014

written by rach

There are a long list of things we are not allowed to say, and feelings we are not allowed to feel.Â Isn’t that true my fellow slaves?Â You did know you’re slaves, right?Â From the moment you’re born you are a slave to your parents and to this society.Â That is why what we say and feel must be regulated.Â That is why dissenters must be outcast as “evil” horrible people.Â Because in order to keep the system going, we can’t have dissent.Â Dissent wakes people’s minds up, and awake people rebel, and what society fears most, is rebellion.Â “Being born is like being kidnapped […]

5/24/2014 7 comments

Life hates me.

by Lifehatesme 5/23/2014

written by Lifehatesme

“Why me?”

“Why do I have to live with this pain? (mentally)”

“Why can’t I smile like everyone else”

“Why can’t I be happy?”

“Can I please die?”

My depression started in September 2012. When I applied for university in 2011, I got rejected which I didn’t mind first time round. Later on the year, I applied again in 2012, guess what, I got rejected. That’s when my depression started. I just can’t deal with rejections. My “friends” are busy with their university friends and their new life whereas I, stuck at home, hoping to go university. I have tried applying for jobs but no result. Any way, I applied […]

5/23/2014 4 comments

Indecisive.

by S0r4 5/9/2014

written by S0r4

As frustrating as this back-and-forth bullshit is, today is one of the days I’m glad I didn’t decide to end it (I think). Rainy mornings followed by a world that is glistening, new, and ripe with new life. I feel partially inclined to watch because I’m wont to do that, but something deep inside of me screams to make myself part of it. New life.

Isn’t this always how it starts? Mystification –> disenchantment –> disappointment.

I don’t know which part of myself to give in to. Let myself be happy for a bit, give in wholly, and hope? Give in partially, so later on I don’t […]

5/9/2014 0 comment

Still Hope

by arealist 5/8/2014

written by arealist

I have lost a wife, a son, a mother and most recently a soul mate. I’ve had severe depression for 6 years, for the last month I have done nothing but plan my exit.

I’ve had two attempts in the past, in 2009 I couldn’t step off a long drop hanging I had well researched and constructed, I just wasn’t ready to do it then. About 2 weeks ago I took an overdose of paracetamol which was unplanned and failed due to consuming a large amount of alcohol in a short space of time and vomiting undigested pills.

I have committed to ending my life but have […]

5/8/2014 1 comment

confused and sad

by sadgrl2000 4/28/2014

written by sadgrl2000

hey just an intro, Iam a girl and Iam 18. its been a while since ive talked to someone about all these feelings ive been getting lately. Iv been sad for such a long time now, its been years since I felt truly happy, and it really saddens me cuz I actually want to get better but I just cant, I hate this feeling of not knowing where I stand in life, I see all my friends go to college, get married, move on with their lives and I am over here crippled, not knowing what to do. The pain started off as emotional but […]

4/28/2014 2 comments

Hi! Guys ^_^

by snowflake 2/2/2014

written by snowflake

How are you???

Don’t start your day with the broken pieces of yesterday.

Every day is a fresh start.

Each day is a new beginning.

Every morning we wake up is the first day of our new life.

Where there’s life, there’s hope…

I hope everyone is Fine ^_^

All The Best <3

2/2/2014 4 comments

If you wanna kill yourself, do it! Just give me a few seconds before it, please.

by dbcooper 3/27/2010

written by dbcooper

Few days ago, I was searching for a method to end my life. If you are reading this, than I found it. Maybe it sounds silly, but this is true.
I’m just 19 years old. Last year I’ve got my driving licence, than I broke a few cars. I was a horrible person. After the cars got repaired, (forgot to say, that the accident wasn’t my fault. Who were there know that, but other people didn’t really believe what happened, so….) nobody trusted me, so i couldn’t drive anyomre (even my parents told me, that I’m a shame, and I will never get their car […]

3/27/2010 12 comments

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