Is the pleasures of the afterlife being good to you? Or is religion correct and are you suffering for being who you were just like you were here? I never understood why you went back on your word right in front of me that night and did what you did, but now I do. The loneliness, betrayal, judgment and depression all got to you. You felt like no one understood you, and I thought you were wrong, but now I realize that you were right, no one did understand you or your struggles, not even me. I’m still not sure if I did the right […]
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Night Wish
Today i tried to hurt myself again, its a never ending thing.
I want to be happy i want to be normal,i want to be seen, i need some kind of friend.
Keeping every problem in everyday, smiling pretending everything is dandy.
I hate how i grew up and became socially awkward, anxious and isolated myself ..
I dont like my body image, my social life does not exist, the best friends ive had for so long dont understand me and grown out in their ways.
I cant tell a soul, not even my mom who im closest to because she would be hurt and stressed along with the problems […]