You ever feel numb inside and you just dont want to anything, Â you think about how many people you have hurt you know that you put them through so much pain. You know inside that you should just find a way to get your mind off of things but you turn your music up but your head phones on and all you think about is dying. All you want to do die. Lay in the road…JUST GET OUT OF THE WORLD.. Your ex text you and you just want to cry.. You just want to grab your blade but then you remember you flushed them […]
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I’m at that point where nothing matters. Where I don’t hear what people are telling me. I fucked up my friendship with my ex by not telling him something I want to. Every time I almost told him my chest felt like it was getting tighter it got harder to breath and the room started to spin. He knows I want to ask/tell him something and that I’m losing sleep over it but because I won’t tell him he is pissed off at me. I even told him what happened every time I almost told/asked him. My other ex who is one of my beat […]
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