After today I know there would be more people who would be relieved rather than sad that I’m gone. There’s one person who I wish I could talk to first, but it’s clear he thinks I’m too much of a nut job. This weekend I’m going to do a trial rim with the car running and the garage closed. The one person who could stop me is indifferent.
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Nut Job
Let me say first that though my life has been very hard for a woman that has only lived in this world for 24 years, I have been blessed with two beautiful children. Even though I have these angels with me everyday I still find myself locked in my closet uncontrollable crying with something in my head telling me my family would be better off without me. What role do I play in this world that I deserve to live. Let me start from the beginning of my life…. I was born into a abusive family where I witnessed my father beat my mother and […]