moving from Ohio alone was something I had to do. I was going through a horrible depression and needed a fresh start. Living in Virginia with no family is hard sometimes but it’s something I feel is right for me At this time. My grandma lived here so I came to visit her in November of last year. It started as just a vist and I’m still here! She’s not though, she moved arcoss the country.. Now I’m with her sister whom I met when I got here. I’m 20, and alone basically. I’ve made a few friends here! Trying to find myself and who […]
I have tried so hard the past weeks, so hard to try and push on. I’ve been looking for guns online, cheap ones, just to end it all. I’m only 16, and i’m so scared. I see no other option then suicide. I’m so ready to leave, but I don’t know what’s holding me back. Is it because I’m weak? Is it because I still love people? I don’t know, I don’t want to know. I read this story recently about this mother named Elizabeth who lost her child to see how it’d feel if my parents lost me. All I do is disappoint them, […]
My feelings about suicide after a beloved family member took their own life in 2012.
Happier Times
December 16, 2008 – Tuesday […]