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one month

Exausted

by Heiwana 1/21/2016

written by Heiwana

I am tired of everything. Tired of going to school everyday and have bad grades because I can’t focus. Tired of making efforts to have friends and in the end being alone again, tired of trying, tired of keep going, tired. I am tired of living, breading, eating, sleeping and being tired.

They say it’s because I am shy that I don’t have friends, well I try and yet the exclude me. I try to talk but or it goes wrong or they talk over me or I am just ignored. And I can be like one month without talking to anyone that nobody searches for me […]

1/21/2016 4 comments

I will try to stop eating

by FrenchyGirl 8/20/2015

written by FrenchyGirl

So, I will maybe make a journal to force me stop eating until death.

Next month, I will be completely alone in the flat for 2 months, so it would be easy to let me die. It’s ideal.

I hope I will become very weak, and the death will be sweet.

I tried some times, but there have been things that made me consider that hope in my life was still possible. I was wrong everytime.

I have no money, because unemployed, and the social help stopped, and I won’t ask them another help, I have one month, and I won’t be tempted to buy food, because I have no […]

8/20/2015 5 comments

Noone cares.

by Sui_RC 8/17/2015

written by Sui_RC

Hey guys.
This is like my third post in two days.
Please advise on how to handle that feeling that noone really cares and the world would be waaaaay better off without you.
Cus, i for the past one month thats all i have been thinking. Cus i am a coward, i am still alive.
People , actually, one person who i thought cared a lot just turned out to be another one who didn’t.

8/17/2015 13 comments

Finally Divorce

by Skeleton100 12/22/2014

written by Skeleton100

What’s the stat? 50% of happy blushing couples end up in bitter divorce, right?

So…there’s prospects of a divorce, finally. For my parents. After 15 miserable years. She becomes increasingly self-absorbed, clingy, needy, sensitive. He becomes withdrawn, detached, bitter. He falls in love with another local woman, bubbly, blonde, a book-lover, confident, independent. I half-guessed that my dad was swirling around with someone else. It was inevitable.

It was wrong, yes, but I can’t blame him. My mother isn’t easy to live with. Actually, it’s pure hell. Don’t get me wrong, I do love her – many good traits, etc – but my mom and my dad […]

12/22/2014 4 comments

by Slowly_Fading 12/22/2014

written by Slowly_Fading

I don’t know how much longer I can take this. I’m trying to say no but the blade keeps calling. I hate it! I hate me, I hate my sexuality, I hate the names, the looks, the comments at school, I hate the preppy bitches who get their pleasure from my pain, I hate this!!!! I can’t take much more, one month clean and I’m struggling, Mary moved on, I’m lost, I’ve got 100lbs of pressure on me to be perfect. I’m trying but I don’t know how much longer I can take this. I don’t have any more distractions. What do I do? Who […]

12/22/2014 10 comments