As I sit in lonely silence
I realize my violence
I look to see my scars
And I wish upon the stars
For something simply brighter
Than trying to be a fighter
I’ve never felt so tired
It was you that I admired
You left me in the dust
When I thought that I could trust
All you said were lies
So I gave them a disguise
My immature mind
Made me think that you were kind
I would make this the end
But I feel I should defend
All the things you said
Didn’t want me to be dead
I know I love you […]
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Poem 1
what have you taken away?
a fog of pain as memories darken.
once we experienced heaven,
childlike and open,
but your love perished.
a horrific pool of hatred –
thoughts follow night, follow darkness,
love bled dry.
in a storm of tears,
i still love you.
Kill me to free me
Tis my only option now
Cause I don’t have faith in myself
And ive lost my way long ago
In this storm that I brave to see a better day
I find myself crawling
Clinging to the fragile roots that doth hold me here
For my soul died long agoÂ
I live as a hollow shell
So go ahead and kill me
Send the rest of me to hell
Or release me from this hell
Where today I now dwellÂ
Searching for something else
To stay for, to breathe for, to live for
My tears have fallen for you
For the past the present […]