Take me away
Give me anything to distill this awful hell i live in
Morphine, percocet, heroine, alcohol
I want it all
To wash away my fading soul for good
Leave my lifeless, cold body behind
Guns, trains, ropes, knives
Please God, take this life from me
Let me die, ease this suffering
Put it to my throat, cut as deep as possible
Tie it around my neck, knot it as tight as it will go
Lay me down, let it hit me at full speed
Push it against my temple, let it blow me away
This is not a request, but a sincere, begging […]
Poem
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i wept gently at the sound of her call
i always favored that wide eyed grin
the time they said is now at hand
time for her rest to finally begin
suffering no more, for her at least
letting go all the pain and heartache
i’ll stay with her til the very last moment
for her heart was the claim i did stake
let go i say…please just let her go
theres nothing i can do to change
over and over til i see every color
the memories drowning the pain
can i go on?…do i even dare try
when half of one is […]
i sit here in this room,
i sit here alone,
i sit here just awaiting my doom.
I want to get help,
i want to get better,
i want to do all of this, but i was never a yelper.
I don’t know anymore i feel myself getting lighter,
I sit in a daze,
trying to become a bit of a writer.
I know i am not good,
Not a writer, or a person,
but i hope to get out from under this hood.
This is a hood where i hide,
where i don’t have to show my face,
but i guess i seem to have died.
I may end […]