I was deployed to Afghanistan in 2010 as a Lance Corporal in the U.S. Marines. L0ng story short I came back with PTSD and Depression. For me that meant nightmares, fear of public spaces, panic attacks, insomnia, hyper vigilance, anger and flashbacks along with everything that comes with depression. 2011 is when I started to get suicidal and went into the VA ( Veterans Affairs) the first time in September for a week and again in October for about a week. They didn’t fix anything they just gave me a nice cocktail of meds to keep in a zombie like state. Living like that sucks. […]
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prazosin
Medications number 14 and 15 woooo.
Now taking 100 mg of Lamictal (will be bumping to 200 soon)
and 2 mg of prazosin (1 mg 2x a day)
I cry every single day now 🙂 . My doc dismissed this, and continues to just want to up the dose because I’m still suicidal, Idk what he doesn’t understand about the fact I will never not be suicidal and I will never not think of harming myself daily.
I did find out that I don’t process folic acid right which can screw with my body’s ability to make what controls my mood. Unfortunately I can’t afford the vitamin […]