This morning I’m outside sweeping away puddles of water off the concrete court, even though it is still raining and the puddles reforming. I do my best to ignore the obvious pointlessness of the work, and keep telling myself: sweeping is a legitimate job, people sweep for a living, so what’s the problem, keep sweeping.
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I’ve lost everyone. My friends are dead or they’ve left me. I have no one.
My family doesn’t exist anymore. It fell apart decades ago.
I feel like a broken record repeating my mistakes and skipping towards the end. I fall and I use all my strength to get up. Always. Now, I feel as though its time for me to not get up.
Everyday I sat alone. I could be in a room with hundreds of people. I would still be alone.
I was always there…for anyone. I didnt care if I hated them, no one deserves to be in pain ever no matter who they are. I […]
Everyday I dream of winter. Â The warm blankets wrapped around me, while I stare out at the dark moonlit night, watching snowflakes drift past my window. Â This saddening feeling, of utter loss, while the sky and ground alike form puddles. Â Bending and twisting, falling and repeating, tears roll down my tired, worn out cheeks. Â The door closed behind me, the window open wide. Â A cold wind twists my hair about, ending in a messy curl about my neck. Â Memories slowly happen again before my eyes, reliving past joys. Â This old woman, with tears still in her eyes, smiles sweetly and warmly, before saying goodbye to […]
Breath fogging
the air is so cold and crisp
my red jacket
laces are wet from the dew
the brown leaves dancing
sneakers kicking
splashing the puddles
the slightest scent of the so dark asphalt
my backpack thrown so high
just missing the branches
sky slate gray
rain falling
drips from my hair just before my eyes
she is watching
under her yellow umbrella
she smiles
a walk is a journey
the moment lives as long as I
the child I was
haunting me
when i said more to come, i meant it!
apples, of course 😉
playing in the rain
splashing around in puddles
crazily dancing where no one can see me in my room
singing in the shower
camping
being the hero in younger girls’ eyes
barelypolitical’s youtube channel
and mattmitch1, too
all the love from y’all
music (is in my soul)
chinese food
knowing i made a difference, no matter how small
being a techie
taking beautiful photos
books, books, and more books
movies. especially in theatre.
our crazy lunches at school
taking fashion risks
getting compliments
giving compliments
ice cream
ghirardelli sublime white vanilla dream white chocolate squares (hint hint)
seeing all the comments posted on my posts when i check in
stargazing
sleeping under the stars
swimming in a lake
sloths
baby pandas, […]