good-bye min kjærlighet.

I’ve lost everyone. My friends are dead or they’ve left me. I have no one.

My family doesn’t exist anymore. It fell apart decades ago.

I feel like a broken record repeating my mistakes and skipping towards the end. I fall and I use all my strength to get up. Always. Now, I feel as though its time for me to not get up.

Everyday I sat alone. I could be in a room with hundreds of people. I would still be alone.

I was always there…for anyone. I didnt care if I hated them, no one deserves to be in pain ever no matter who they are. I thought maybe, if I help people like me it’ll make things better. Sadly, it did not.

I never took the time to help myself and neither did anyone else. No one will ever understand this tearing, piercing, pain. Its like a parasite in my brain. I just cant function.

Katelyn. I am going to miss you so so much. You were amazing. We were amazing, I hope you have a wonderful wedding. Taylor and you are perfect.

Kelly. Just know that if you ever need me I will still be here. I promise my sweet Gemini twin. Just please work hard on keeping your head high. I love you very much. Dont make my mistake.

My parents. Forgive me. I love you. I do.

Makenzie, I cant wait to see you. Matt, you too. I’m ready to be with all of my friends and family. I miss you so much.

and for anyone that needs advice. Just keep hopping through the puddles. You’ll never understand it but, just take it to heart. goodbye.

Thank you.

Sincerely,
Isa