Have you ever watched someone you love self-destruct right next to you and not be able to do anything about it?
I have. Â Many times.
I’ve been there for her so long, and she doesn’t even care. Â She doesn’t even know how hard it would affect me if she actually finished what she started two years ago.
I can barely function anymore because I am so afraid that every moment she isn’t with me, she’s trying again.
Losing her would probably finish me off. Â For good.
I’d check out permanently. Â Suicide would be a plausible option then.
Please don’t let that happen. Â Please–if anyone cares.
But no one cares. Â About her. Â About […]