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Quietness

by YoungGods 12/12/2015

written by YoungGods

My weekend so far has been okay besides last night when I pretty much cried myself to sleep. I honestly couldn’t tell you why I did that. Is that weird or like odd? But the good thing was that no one was home because it wasn’t a very good break down. It lasted for a few hours. I had no internet/TV, or family around so I guess the quietness and loneliness got to me? I’m used to loneliness in my house but quietness I can’t deal with lately. I’ve noticed I’ve been listening to music a lot more just to make my house seem more…alive.

Besides […]

12/12/2015 1 comment

It is hard not to be a misanthrope

by otherworldliness 1/22/2013

written by otherworldliness

I admit. I am typically a shy person, but that does not prevent me from judging myself and anyone that I get in contact with.

Just minutes earlier at an university library, some woman in the next study booth was playing Lady Gaga rather loud even though the sign clearly labels the area as silent zone. Lady Gaga may sing awesome songs, but it still distracts me from my study… After 15+ minutes, I had enough, so I walked to her booth, knocked at the booth door. She looked at me puzzled, wondering why I put up a smile as a gesture of politeness. I slid […]

1/22/2013 3 comments

Hard To Forget…

by sleepxdeath 7/31/2012

written by sleepxdeath

It is difficult to pretend

Just watch these strangers

Who used to be really great friends

The quietness

The loneliness

The awkward gestures

The familiar faces

The memories

The guilt

The shame

Wanting to say hey

Hoping for a longÂ conversation

Time

Every second

Every hour

Every day

Every fight trying to save the friendship

Every arguement just creates the situation worse

Tired of trying sometimes

7/31/2012 0 comment

Hard To Forget…

by sleepxdeath 7/29/2012

written by sleepxdeath

It’s hard to pretend

Just watch those strangers

Whom used to be really great friends

The quietness

The loneliness

The awkward gestures

The familiar faces

Mostly…

The memories

The guilt…

The shame…

Wanting to say hey

Wanting to share a long conversation

… Changes…

Every second

Every hour

Every day

Every time

Every fight trying to save the friendship

Every arguement just creates the situation worse

Tired

Tired of trying sometimes…

7/29/2012 3 comments

Emptiness taking over.

by axilisdead 7/12/2012

written by axilisdead

Well im only 15, about to start 10th grade next months. To be honest feel like im about to start hell. Having to see the same faces i’ve seen for the past years. I really feel like giving up now. Im so worthless. Really. And im sure no one would really be hurt if i was gone. Most of my friends turned their back on me. Ive always been an insecure little shit. And today i realized im really a big hypocrate. A pathetic brat. im just so mad at myself…… I’ve always hurt the people around me, everyone really. Im sure there isnt even […]

7/12/2012 5 comments