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by perspectivexx 4/18/2013

written by perspectivexx

at twilight

you came to me

with glistening cheecks

& red eyes

gasping

trying not to cry

you hid new scars

under long hair

as you tilted your head down

because you don’t want

them to see you

you’re crying too hard

i think you don’t realize

how much i love you

you’re a train wreck, miss

but you try so hard

to fix your messed up life

but i want you to know

that it’s not your fault

you didn’t do this to yourself

sweetheart;

at twilight you came to me

with thin hair

& an empty stomach

ribs sticking over

and a spine sinking low

-e.m.

4/18/2013 0 comment

Tomorrow has to be a better day..

by hazelleyes 1/24/2013

written by hazelleyes

“It’s a new day”, she thinks.

Open the blinds, the sun is shinning. She grabs her laptop, opens up itunes and puts some happy song playing.

“This will be a better day, it has to be.”

Hops up in the shower, singing along with the music, feeling the water wash away all the bad stuff. It almost seems like everything is okey, like the darkness is starting to go away. Her long hair is all pretty, and she looks at the mirror comtemplating herself.

“Maybe today someone will understand, maybe today someone will truly be there for me. Maybe I won’t be alone anymore.”

The music is still playing while […]

1/24/2013 20 comments

Darkness

by fallenangel33 6/20/2012

written by fallenangel33

(Wrote this awhile ago)

Darkness

All I see is darkness
not a peak of light
I linger in the shadows
and scour away in fright

I feel a change within me
as red eyes look down and stare
the choices I have made
to get this disapproving glare

I know I’ve made mistakes
and I hold my own regret
but life will still go on
so forgive and just forget

But yet I’m smothered in this darkness
it’s suffocating me
it’s shielding my eyes
when I try to see

I step my one foot foward
not knowing where it rests
it’s hard to see the light when
I’m surrounded by this […]

6/20/2012 0 comment

I was in hell for a night before i committed suicide

by Zerda 4/30/2012

written by Zerda

I had to go to the mental health ward where i stayed but still felt like i was brainwashed into committing but then had an extremely scary dream where i was in a black and white place, no escape, with people with red eyes that told me, ” your going to be here for a long time” so yeah think of the consequences. So talk to me first before committing yourself, im someone you can lean on. I want to be a nurse. i can help

4/30/2012 1 comment

Mirrors

by Shelllllbs. 4/26/2012

written by Shelllllbs.

I look at the cuts on my wrist
Mirrored by the scars from the past.

I gaze into the mirror at my tear-stained face
Hoping to comprehend my sad, red eyes.

I stare at my wrist in the mirror
Trying to connect the image with myself.

I feel as if this is not real
This is not me.

I wish to understand why I couldn’t reach out
Why is asking for help so hard?

4/26/2012 2 comments

I remember the cold knife under my throat

by Ghostflower 2/23/2012

written by Ghostflower

I remember the cold knife under my throat. I remember the masked man on top of me, thrusting, panting and his red eyes, forcing me to look at him all the time. I remember the hysterical laughter after it happened, when I went to see my friends. This date no one knows about it except of the shrink. I am now a twisted 25 year old woman/girl.. still fighting the demons and oh so willing to give up.

It all happned 3 days prior to my 18th birthday. Somewhere not far from home, where the water is always cool during summer and shady places. Somewhere I […]

2/23/2012 2 comments