Wow, life on earth is hellish for so many human beings. I use the word hellish to describe miserable, painful and hopeless. There is no heaven or hell. During my training to become a researcher I spent time in several different galaxies observing life on other planets. Much of it was pretty boring and some of it shocking.
Earth is the only planet I have encountered where the inhabitants feel the need to believe in something that is not there, something that does not exist. Humans have a very strong desire to feel the pain and suffering of not living up to some invisible being’s […]
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I hate living but I’m too afraid to die. I hate myself for it.
by HangedKiller
written by HangedKiller
Hi, I’m HangedKiller, and this is my story.
Obviously, HangedKiller is not my real name. I don’t know why I’m talking about this on the internet, but there’s something screaming inside of me.
I attempted suicide by hanging the summer of 2009.
Asian families have no room for your opinions or your dreams. I became accustomed to the ‘sit down and shut up’ routine.
Becoming used to being nothing is so horrible.
Unfortunately, I couldn’t live up to their expectations. No matter how much I lived for their ideals, it started falling apart in sophomore year of high school. I was a 4.0 student until then, and then depression hit […]
I’m never going to be worth anything. Why? Because I try so damn hard to be myself, but apparently that person is already taken.
It’s been like this my whole life. I wanted SO bad to be a horse vet, then a year later, my older sister declares horse vet as her career choice. All anyone talked about what how perfect it was for her. She’s SO good with animals.
I want to visit Ireland and Wales, where my ancestors came from, but NO. Coincidentally, my sister is getting an opportunity to go. I’ve wanted to go since middle school.
I want to work with animals for a […]