its like its eating me from the inside out im a cutter im emo i have tryed commiting suicide ive been to a phyco ward im bisexual but most of all Im Sad….. im bullied………………… alot i cant stand people because they are half of the reason im sad cause they make mean comments or do mean things they say really hurtful things and think that there comment wont hurt anyone but little do they know is the people around them might get offended but what do they care anyway………..
Sad Cause
It’s so sad.
How she died.
It’s so sad.
She put up a good fight.
It’s so sad.
Those words you said.
They never left the back of her head.
When she cried they’d float to the front.
Stupid. Ugly. Worthless. ****.
Was making her hurt that much fun?
It’s so sad.
How she had hope.
It’s so sad.
Cause’ that hope was you.
It’s so sad.
You turned your back.
When they hurt her you just laughed.
Stupid. Ugly. Worthless. ****.
You hurt her and she’s gone.
It’s so sad.
How I cared.
It’s so sad.
I thought life was fair.
but everyone who comes, always […]
As part of my behavior intervention plan it was decided that i shouldnt come on here as often.My plan for death after the family trip is still in motion.Im aware that i could die but its to late to stop cause everything has all been planned out.And for me i dont stop when ive decided to do something.Theres no turning back.Its sad cause my mom said today that ive changed and grown a lot.I agree with her in all ways except one and that is im still sad.Just this general doom and gloom about everything.I cant even call my friend from the hospital cause im […]
The stars lean down to kiss you,Â
And I lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
‘Cause I’ll doze off safe and soundly,Â
But I’ll miss your arms around me.
I’d send a postcard to you dear,Â
‘Cause I wish you were here.
I’ll watch the night turn light blue.
But it’s not the same without you,Â
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,Â
The silence isn’t so bad,Â
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,Â
‘Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
I’ll find repose in new ways,Â
Though I haven’t slept in […]
Yeah 2 posts in, how much? 3 days? maybe it’s just 2. This is kinda sad. Cause I mean, the thing that I’m writing here, in a language which is not even mine, makes me realise how damn lonely I am here and, well, to feel so lonely to decide to write on a web site twice in 3 days or something it’s kinda depressing. As if I wasn’t depressed even before. But, as always, I’m fucking procastinating.
And the thing is that I’m fucking procastinating cause I don’t wanna get to the point. Cause the point has been just in front of my eyes for days […]