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Severe Abdominal Pain

I’ve got nothing to lose (20years down the drain)

by Urm8451n 6/11/2018

written by Urm8451n

For all my life, 20 years, I had dreams.

Those were 20 years of hopes, of good will, of hard work, of wanting something.

I had a reason for everything I did, I had something to go toward to.

Today at around 12:00, I just crashed. God if you are there, please beware – I’m broken God.

I’m completely shit-broken, I have such an abdominal pains that I can’t run anywhere, and my mom is dealing with her horrible cancer alone. I’m in the university and I lost control. I can’t help her beside talk or try to convince her to move on. I can’t help financially cause I […]

6/11/2018 2 comments

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by jeffbridge 6/23/2009

written by jeffbridge

I have been thinking deeply about suicide for the last few years. To be honest I hate the term depression, even my doctor said it is such a loose term that it is extremely hard to treat due to our own individualities. I don’t just get depression for no reason it’s a side effect of something else.

I have a very severe form of IBS that has been plagueing me for the last five years making my life instantly turn from fine to a complete mightmare almost overnight. Everyday, every hour of every days I am supressed by my symptoms, it drives me insane. I could […]

6/23/2009 5 comments