Severe Back Pain

I actually know why I’m still here… it’s because I’m really too scared to kill myself.  But even though I have a daughter and husband and family and friends who all love me, I’m suffering.  I’m suffering a lot and I don’t want to continue to suffer the rest of my life.  How is it considered selfish of ME to want to end my suffering, but not of THEM to want to keep me around for no good reason other than they want me here.  And I don’t even know why they want me.  I’m not a great parent (she’s 3 and I can’t even […]