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Sheep

Words. Us.

by purplepain 1/31/2014

written by purplepain

“How were things before? Surely there had to have been something positive. Had there been anything that really moved me, anything that really moved anyone? Maybe, but it was all gone now. Lost, perhaps meant to be lost. Nothing I can do about it, got to let it go.”

–Haruki Murakami, A WILD SHEEP CHASE

Why is it that in moments of confusion and hurt everything you read, listen to, etc, everything seems to be reading your mind, seems to be about you? Or is it just our broken mind, twisting and turning every word? Trying to find meanings, related to our thoughts and our life; meanings […]

1/31/2014 0 comment

Sick

by arizonaguy 10/30/2012

written by arizonaguy

I’m sick of waking up each morning. I’m sick of going to work. I’m sick of shitty customers who are trying to put words in my mouth or make me misspeak so they can get something for free. Or complaining about a non-issue just to get a discount. I’m sick of debt that I’ll never get out of, or school that I’ll never return to because of the debt. I’m sick of laying down ten hours of my life at my dead-end job so I can have just enough money to pay the bills for my shitty single bedroom apartment just so I can have […]

10/30/2012 17 comments

Redirecting ones thoughts

by Jemma 9/10/2012

written by Jemma

Could this help anyone?

After a head injury one feels troubled for many years and ones thoughts can be dark.

A therapist was explaining to me that one needs to redirect ones thoughts and make new brain patterns or ones thoughts keep going to the same dead end of negativity.

She said just do one thing a day to start.

If you can start by one little step at time to start redirecting ones thoughts thats helping to make a new pattern – a new future for you.

She explained thoughts like sheep trails which often lead no where – so negative thoughts take us to dead ends and […]

9/10/2012 2 comments

Permanent solution to a permanent problem.

by birdydingbat 7/12/2012

written by birdydingbat

I have absolutely had it with this world. This society. The sheep that live around me. The doctors so greedy for money that they slap a label on me, without doing proper investigation, that follows me for the rest of my life. Let me elaborate a bit.

At 16 years old, I was having trouble coping with the pressures of adolescence and growing up in an abusive home. One day the pain became too much to bear and I broke down. I was taken to a mental hospital. (Of course a mental hospital. Because people in this day and age are too self-absorbed to HELP a […]

7/12/2012 23 comments

no. im not flawless.

by ividivi 6/9/2012

written by ividivi

im just writing down my lifestory shortly and i wont go into details.

i grew up on a farm. well i lived on a farm for 14 years. my dad used to force me to watch him kill sheep’s for dinner. he wanted me to learn how to shoot them in a painless way. the first time i watched wasn’t that bad. it went quick. it died in a split second. the second time. a year or a half later my dad got drunk. really drunk and dragged me into the barn and shot a sheep and yelled that i had to learn this by now. […]

6/9/2012 0 comment

Cancer

by jill90210 1/30/2012

written by jill90210

Today I found out about one more person I know who has cancer. Seems like there has been so many and so many deaths lately and I guess my point in all that is that I would trade them in a heart beat. It makes no sense to me why someone like me who could give a shit if I am on this crap planet another second lives and someone else who wants to live, gets cancer or some other illness. I am 39 years old and question everything I have ever done in my life. Question who I am, question it all. I am […]

1/30/2012 2 comments

If i had a gun

by alautox 1/16/2012

written by alautox

If I had a gun right now, I wouldnt be typing this.. i would be dead. Unluckily for me, I live in Ireland.
There is nothing wrong with my life and nothing that I cant change.I just lack the motivation to do whats best for myself and use my talents. I know where im going wrong but I choose to do nothing. Im the only one at fault, I dont blame the world for my own lack of effort. The truth is that life just bores me… learn to drive, get a job, buy a house, get married, have kids and die. That pretty much […]

1/16/2012 8 comments