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Silent Tears

At least I’m stuck in a more productive place?

by beaGhost 1/23/2013

written by beaGhost

It would be nice if, for once, leaving your house didn’t mean potentially ending up in that school parking lot by myself at 3 in the morning.

I’m driving, and I can feel it coming on. I knew it was going to happen as soon as you touched me and my thoughts immediately replaced your hands with his. I held it off the whole evening so I could enjoy my time with you but as soon as I’m alone again, I am truly alone. The wheel become harder to control as my hands start shaking and my breathing gets ragged. My head becomes lighter and fills […]

1/23/2013 2 comments

Emotions

by LostandAloneGirl 11/27/2012

written by LostandAloneGirl

Emotions swirling

Happiness, anger, sadness

Which do i feel?

I feel fake

Unloved, unwanted

I am weak

Just a side character

I seek to be noticed

and held

But no one can see me

Amd i transparent? Invisible?

Doesn`t anybody care?

I cry silent tears

and everything i say falls on deaf ears

I am a souless doll

I have no free will

A doll`s emotions are painted on

Artificial

No one knows what the doll wanted

For the doll doesn`t speak for itself

I have to be a Fake person

to be seen

I have to be perfect

not me

I have to live up to

Expectations

not my limits

Everyday my will and emotions leak

From a cut in my being

A cut so deep that not even stitches

Could keep infection out

I […]

11/27/2012 2 comments

by jael85 10/18/2012

written by jael85

My Night

I put the cold barrel in my mouth,
To quiet the screams that may come out.
My hands shakeÂ when the time nears,
As my eyes cry silent tears.
I can’t help, but think to say,
Will this reallyÂ be my last day?
I wanted to test fate with a littleÂ game…
Russian roulette, now that is a shame.
IÂ sought outÂ a sign to tell me to stay,
To keep on trying until my golden days.
Three out of five loaded, and ready to go
Two left out, now time for the show.
I pulled the trigger, and let out a small yell.
I was sure,Â right then,Â I had been sent straightÂ to hell.
As the minutes passed, I opened my eyes,
Life […]

10/18/2012 2 comments

by haley_14633 7/16/2012

written by haley_14633

Worried faces stare at me,

I try and hide the agony,

Buried within, so deep inside ,

So deep that I no longer cry.

nothing helps to cure the pain,

blood from my wrists like crimson rain,

so sad and helpless what to do,

When you have no one to turn to.

CloseÂ my eyes, get some sleep,

Silent tears no longer weep,

feel like nobody has to know

An eternal slumberÂ i will go,

Eyelids heavy drift away,

To a hopeful bright and newer place,

How lost I was, whenÂ I foundÂ out,

The outcome of myÂ chosen route,

myÂ minds racing, so constantly,

iÂ hardly have time to breathe,

Who knew the choice to just give up,

Would lead to a neverending depression.

7/16/2012 13 comments