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Single Mother

Broken and ready to give it all up

by sylvanaleah 1/3/2013

written by sylvanaleah

I honestly dont know what Im doing here…..sharing my story with strangers. But I guess I really have nowhere else to turn….I really dont even know dif anyone reads these things anymore.

Anyway, here goes nothing. I am 26 with 3children. My oldest was born handcapped and lives with her father. My boys have been in foster care since October 2011. Here in Canada, if a child is under the age of 6 and in foster carefor more then a year, they lookto putting them up for adoption. To know me is to know my children are my world and the only reason they were removed […]

1/3/2013 1 comment

To End It

by mist 11/24/2012

written by mist

So this is my first post and I just want to say that my life is full of shit as I’m sure some (or most) of yours are too. I don’t have anyone who can hold me and try to make me feel better in my dire time of need. I already made a plan to kill myself. I even have several backup plans just in case and my final backup plan would be to jump. A 27 story jump would work. I am just going to wait until the end of the week so I can properly say goodbye to my best friend who […]

11/24/2012 3 comments

I miss her so much.

by amelia follicauo 11/5/2012

written by amelia follicauo

hello, well i recently lost my sick daughter. i knew she was going to die eventually but i didn’t want it to be through suicide. i feel so upset and ashamed that i wasn’t there for her. I’m the worst mother in the world and i did notÂ deserve to have such a beautiful and kind kid. i got a letter and some of it was,

dear mum I’m sorry i have been such a disappointment i didn’t mean to. why did you never understand? but none of this is your fault and i will always love you.

she said more but its too heartbreaking. i miss […]

11/5/2012 15 comments

we all fall…

by vannahtee 9/26/2012

written by vannahtee

i am turning 24 next month. i am a single mother. a college student and i work part time. i was an addict a few years ago and have turned my life around. i was raised by my grandarents. my mother is an addict. my father lives a wonderful life an hour away. i live in hell. i have rude grandparents as hard as it is to believe because grandparents are supposed to be nice they yell at me and tell me how lazy i am and how stupid i am how much of a b i am and how much of a sorry mother […]

9/26/2012 3 comments

dont know how much time i can hold on. Wasted youth.

by anotherdreamer 6/6/2012

written by anotherdreamer

Used to be a golden boy as a kid. Smart, witty, charming, and good at everything I put my heart into. Grew up with and angel for a mother, protective, affectionate, caring, and strong who always supported and provided for me and my brother being a single mother.
She had lost two husbands to death in her life. My dad being the second when I was 8.

Lived as a kid with undiagnosed adhd, which resulted in denial of authority at school getting into trouble due to lack of attention, interest and fooling around. I used make people laugh disturbing the class with my humour.

When I […]

6/6/2012 2 comments

Suicide on Mother’s Day

by badgrl672002 5/13/2012

written by badgrl672002

“I sit here contemplating my life, I wonder what it has become. I raised four beautiful children on my own who in turn have given me two beautiful grandchildren.” Now why would someone who has that want to commit suicide?
Lets take a deeper look into the life of this young woman who seems to have it all: She’s a single mother who’s children have grown and started their own live’s in other cities, even in other states. She hears from them maybe once a week if not longer unless they need something. They know she’ll always be there. A woman who finds herself alone […]

5/13/2012 3 comments

lost

by good at pretending 5/4/2009

written by good at pretending

i’m 23 years old.Â my birthday is on the 13th and i keep thinking……..maybe i won’t make it til then.Â i’m a single mother of 2 kids.Â it’s definitely hard……but looking at how perfect they are makes everything worthwhile.Â i feel guilty for the way i feel.Â i never feel like i’m good enough.Â i hate myself so much that it’s hard for me to find the good in anyone else.Â i didn’t have a really horrible childhood.Â but when i was 8 my mom told me that my dad wasn’t really my dad….he was my step dad and my “real” dad lived in california.Â […]

5/4/2009 2 comments