In a dream i remember myself dressed in white and as the frozen water began to slowly rise up my body i cryed one last single tear and it runs down my face while thinking i am free~ I take my last breath but all is in vain as i wake up crying because it was just a dream~
why where we born to be unhappy is it some kind of punishment~
Or am i the punishment itself~ being a burden to my family and my friends~
life isn’t suppose to …be this hard…
For a week I was able to stay away from thoughts of suicide and I was able to keep myself busy enough to barely notice my sadness. But that all came crashing down yesterday before resulting in this strange mixture of apathy and sadness I feel right now.
I hate feeling nothing.
Feeling nothing is as bad as feeling massively miserable, if not worse due to the guilt that goes with not giving a shit about stuff you know you should give a shit about.
I have important exams this year, it less than a fortnight’s time but I have yet to make myself care enough to study […]
Why cry now
You never noticed me before
It’s too late now to claim you care
I’m six feet under
Silk-lined box and all
I banged and banged to get your
attention
But you never heard me
Never paid attention
Now that I’m gone you wonder
What you could have done
Well you could have done everything
you never did
But now you can start by walking
away
I’m no longer here
Don’t cry a tear
Because I no longer live in fear
I took your pain
And protected you
You never once thought that I needed
you
You weren’t there before
I don’t need you now
So please just walk away
Without a single tear
Because you never truly cared
Don’t fake it today
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