In a dream i remember myself dressed in white and as the frozen water began to slowly rise up my body i cryed one last single tear and it runs down my face while thinking i am free~ I take my last breath but all is in vain as i wake up crying because it was just a dream~
why where we born to be unhappy is it some kind of punishment~
Or am i the punishment itself~ being a burden to my family and my friends~
life isn’t suppose to …be this hard…
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Although everything else was frozen, your tear was not. It was….it was the final drop that broke through, and water flowed once again. The icy grip of winter and death has no hold on you, spring has begun, and a new world thaws the ice, like your tears.
Enjoy!
thats beautiful joel …
I agree, ‘why where we born to be unhappy is it some kind of punishment~ Or am i the punishment itself~ being a burden to my family and my friends~’. I guess the question is ‘Is it worth it?’, the pain, the guilt, the confusion, the hatred.
Is it worth trading for peace and happiness? I wish I could just be there for you.
that is the question …
i think we dont understand life as well as others
they wish us happy but…we dnt no what happiness is to begin with~
We were born to experience contrast and it is supposed to be easy if we were not trained out of our natural state of being pure positive beings. Most people live for others and not themselves for fear of being selfish & what society thinks. Being selfish in terms of your own well being is very positive & society can stick it in their ear. It’s like others happiness is based on how we behave and what we believe and it’s all BS. When we all live and breathe for our own selves it simplifies everything. When fear is taken out of the mix, life can and is a lot easier. Everything is a choice, so based on your circumstances make the best choice that provides relief and release from whatever. Everyone deserves this! All the best!