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My best friend is in Ohio, and I’m stuck here in New Jersey. He’ll only be there for a week, and he’s coming home on Friday, but then I’m going to Pennsylvania for a few days with my Dad to see two bands (Skillet + Hawk Nelson). He doesn’t have internet, and I certainly won’t. He’s my lifeline, the only concrete reason I live for. Sure, I could say that I live for the breathtaking surrealness when you go to a concert, and see the band(s) that you’ve listened to at your darkest moment. Or that I live for fireworks on the 4th of July. […]
I lose myself in music when I don’t want to talk to people or face the world. However, music has been the thing most accompanied from my suicide attempts.
I remember every song for every time I tried to commit suicide.
1. You Only Live Once – Suicide Silence (the irony, I know.)
2. A Match Into Water – Pierce the Veil
3. If I’m James Dean, You’re Audrey Hepburn – Sleeping with Sirens
4. The Drug In Me Is You – Falling In Reverse
5. Miserable at Best – My Chemical Romance
6. CheaterCheaterBestFriendEater – Never Shout Never
7. A Trophy Father’s Trophy Son – Sleeping with Sirens
8. Baby Don’t Cut – […]
A song by Skillet, my favorite band. I bet a lot of people here can relate to this song as much as I can.
I’ve been thinking deeply about this for s long time and what I’ve come to: I will not be missed here… My time is done… Snd this moment… Is the last. I leave you with this: falling inside the black -skillet My favorite song… One of them. Goodnight snd goodbye sp…
Sometimes I wish I was normal but that’s never going to happen. Life is supposed to get better but I doubt that. All I feel is numbness and it’s better than the pain I felt before. The only thing stopping me from going through with suicide is my best friends wouldn’t be able to handle my death well. My mom stopped caring about me a long time ago but my dad would go crazy without me with him. I refuse to live for myself, I only live for them, although I don’t care about myself, I care too much about others to put them through […]
<3 I miss him and this song makes me think of him. I miss my love. He could bring me through anything, staying up all night with me when I couldn’t sleep no matter how tired he was or what he had to do the next day. I miss you to death Seth… <3