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General Information

by Ana 2/17/2013

written by Ana

Hi I’m Ana.

I made an account because this site looked interesting, and I’ve been suicidal for a long time. So while I’m here, I just thought I’d give you some general information about myself.

-I’m 15 years old, and more mature than a lot of teenagers my age.

-Female

-I’m insecure about a lot of things, but one thing about myself is that I’m damn well proud of my body.

-I’m easily angered.

-I don’t share a lot of personally information.

Disorders, Hospitalizations, Self-harm History

Disorders

(None of these have been self-diagnosed)

Mood Disorder (most likely bi-polar)

Anxiety Disorder

SexualÂ Re-activityÂ Disorder

Anorexia Nervosa

2/17/2013 9 comments

i dont believe you’re sane if you have not considered suicide

by dethfoto 9/13/2012

written by dethfoto

hia all here to speak about the illness that we all share. i dont believe you are sane or honest if you have not considered suicide. the main reason iv come on here is because in the last few days iv attempted to reach out to many of my acquaintances about life suffering and the torrent of
suicidal thoughts that seem to follow any serious self-contemplation im capable of. Notability i’ve come to the realize that the contemplation of limitations lead to suicidal thoughts even if its just for the duration of one class, being bound to a desk while an innocent teacher attempts to […]

9/13/2012 4 comments

An Accidental Attempt

by TheOneLookingBack 7/16/2012

written by TheOneLookingBack

Alright so I don’t really know how to do this, but whatever.I’m just going to share my story. Last year I got into alcohol and drugs. I was drinking, smoking cigarettes, smoking weed, and huffing. I don’t know how to explain it. I just wasn’t me. Hanging out with the wrong people. One day at midnight, well, September 7th. It was officially the first day of school and I was dreading it. So, me and my friend took 8 triple c’s or cold cough pills. I knew nothing about it other than it would make me feel good. And I’ve always had problems with depression […]

7/16/2012 0 comment

so fed up

by recurrent depression 7/14/2012

written by recurrent depression

I’m just so bloody fed up! I’ve quit drinking, smoking weed and smoking cigarettes, these used to take me away for a bit from the heavy depression i’m now feeling all over. Today I got rid of my best friend once and for all because they were just bad for me and made me feel like shit most of the time.

Although I’ve done this, I now have no one as I don’t trust anyone and find it very hard to get close to anyone.

A friend of my family committed suicide a few months back and the damage they caused!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But I can’t help thinking how lucky […]

7/14/2012 2 comments

You guys just made me stronger <3

by mysmilecoversalot :) 1/29/2012

written by mysmilecoversalot :)

So I joined this website yesterday, as I lied in bed sobbing, wanting to disappear so badly. I wrote my first post, and what I wrote actually surprised myself. Before I posted I read a few other peoples… I wanted so badly to give each and every person posting a hug. I wanted to tell them they were loved and to make them choose to keep their lives… so I wrote about holding onto mine. The comments I got back, each and every one touched my heart. You guys inspired me to want to keep going, and to keep smiling along the way. Like I […]

1/29/2012 4 comments