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by darkwillow 9/11/2015

written by darkwillow

I’ve been so focused on music.. And futures.. And now i can’t help but sit here and feel that everything is becoming just pointless. I haven’t had this feeling for a long time. A feeling of wanting to die.
But that’s the problem. I don’t want to die. I just want certain things that don’t exist… I can write songs to try to capture this perfect world.. Or write stories where it’s real… But all of that is just ignoring the reality. The reality that, none of that is real. It’ll never be real.

I see long endless plains and hills in my paradise. Nature everywhere. […]

9/11/2015 0 comment

Deep cuts..

by kidsuicide 5/7/2013

written by kidsuicide

The knife cuts deep. Blood starts to rush out. He doesn’t know why he’s doing it, he just knows that the pain feels oh so good. It makes him feel alive. It helps him know that he hasn’t gone completely numb. That some parts of him still have feeling left long after its left everywhere else.

Not that it matters anymore.

This probably wasn’t the best time or place for it, but he didn’t feel like there was a time or place for anything anymore. Everyone else had fell asleep a long time ago, and his dad had left for work, so he’d been left to himself. […]

5/7/2013 2 comments

Never Good Enough

by Ren, The Riddle Queen 7/21/2012

written by Ren, The Riddle Queen

Rachel Ferguson- Never Good Enough

The story of me. I wrote this after my first hospital visit, it was going to be my suicide note but a close friend of mine found me before I died. He has an uncanny ability to call me whenever I’m seriously debating suicide even though he’s moved all the way across the world from me.

Born to the urban monster,

Raised to be mindless,

Her curiosity brought pain,

Tears of blood shed in silence.

Ostracized by her peers,

In the shadows she played.

Her â€œfriendsâ€ cruel like the rest,

As she was bullied there came no aid.

Fragile, she often wept,

They laughed and pointed.

Ridiculed and mocked into […]

7/21/2012 2 comments