It’s one of those nights when I feel so alone. There’s a hole in my stomach that holds a faint physical pain and a tremendous emotional one. It’s as if I died right this second I’d be okay with that and not a single person would miss me. I want to cut myself to sleep, and if I never wake up that’s all the better. I haven’t wanted to kill myself in months, but right now… I forgot how bad it felt, honestly. My minds racing and it’s focusing on all the stupid crap I’ve done, I want to cut so bad, but my dad’s […]
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Stupid Crap
I can’t stand this. How the hell, can you be fine one second and be thinking hey I might possibly be getting over this shit, and the next, something comes up and your worse than you were before. Why can’t I just get over it like people say I should. Im tired of always returning to the same damn depression over and over, people thinking im doing it for attention. And then people in my life complaining about stupid crap, I understand everything affects everyone differently but sometimes I’d like them to get a dose of what I go through EVERY DAY. and knowing what […]