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Useless

by leaaaave
written by leaaaave

I’m so tired.

 

I’m tired of telling myself that my life worth living.
Just wait. Everything will be alright. You will survive.

But no.

 

I can’t take it. Not anymore.

 

I’m so tired of my mother.

 

“Don’t open your mouth you’re little stupid shit.” I’m sorry but I’m 18 I’m not little silly girl.

‘”You’re not going to achive anything in this life”. Okay.

”You’re fucking useless I’m so tired of you.” I’m sorry.

“I’m just worried about you and your future.” Hell no if you cared you wouldn’t say things that always let me down.

 

I’m just so t i r e d.

 

I agree with my mother, I know that I’m useless and […]

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Fixing “Us”

by Miss.Mayhem
written by Miss.Mayhem

I may have fallen once again for him. Maybe I’m stupid… actually I am. I’m not saying he will break my heart but from all he’s said and done, it’s going to take a long time to fix “us”. I don’t trust him but I love him. I have faith that we will be together for a long time, but I did think that last time. I honestly don’t know what to think, I guess I’m just going to go with it this time. At least if he does fuck me over, I’ll know what to expect this time.

Then again sometime the thought of him never coming into my […]

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i think its time for me to go.

by scared for life
written by scared for life

hello, well as you all know my life is a complete down buzz. if you dont well heres y… i have leukemia (cancer)

i get seriously bullied and no one cares about me. i have not told a living sole but i am planning my death and i need help…

i am seriously ugly now i have no hair and im always purpley blueish like a giant bruise. do you think if i was to dink half a bottle or more of bleech will it kill me i might even add in the meds i take. i wanna give up but then again i want help, what […]

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5 years ago

by hollywood1919
written by hollywood1919

5 Years ago today is when I tried to ctb. I was 16.
The events around it that triggered it, I admit, were bullshit but my reasoning behind it was not.
I got home from school. the bullshit that happened was that I thought I lost a friend, someone I loved, due to some stupid shit that happened that I thought was my fault. I blamed myself for everything back then. That’s what triggered it. My reason behind wanting to die is that I saw myself as a worthless person who could never do anything right and would never amount to anything in life. I […]

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The Process

by greenfireflies13
written by greenfireflies13

The last five years of my life, atleast since i can remember back till i was about ten, my bother has been abusive to me in forms that over brother/sister fighting…. I have lived with my mother and him my whole life. My mother who is 52 years old has none of him doing this and has not done anything about it. She is very sick and is disabled so she doesn’t make much money. My brother used most of her money on weed and stupid shit. Im still in high school. He’s 19 living with us and has not tried to even look for […]

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I really am nothing.

by aloneandworthless
written by aloneandworthless

Fuck. My life has never been worse. I mean, there have been and are really shitty things in my life. Things I can’t control. But it has got to the point where I can’t see a way out anymore.

I realise that I have a lot to live for. My family really needs me, as do my friends. They all love me. I am  trying really hard to keep up my academic side. I was actually focusing on that when the shit storm hit.

I had a boyfriend. Fuck that is depressing having to write that in the past tense. People say stupid shit like ‘Oh yeah, […]

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Girls, what cruel creatures

by Forever-Lost
written by Forever-Lost

I am a moron. A complete fucking idiot. Why? For actually trusting someone. And not once, but twice!! Maybe that’s the power of a cute face, it makes you do some pretty stupid shit.

My first date (freshman year in high school) was the result of a dogfight. For those of you who don’t know what a dogfight is, it is a bet between a group of people to bring the ugliest date to whatever the occasion may be. Long story short, beautiful red-headed senior asks my “gorgeous” mug to prom; like a ditz, I accepted (should have known, a girl with looks like mine isn’t […]

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don’t even know why i’m posting this stupid long shit

by deadinside9
written by deadinside9

been doing some journaling lately and got an urge.

SourceURL:file:///Users/Jesse/Documents/Writing/2-24-2012

2/4/12

 

Well, I’m trying something I figured I’d do on the way home.

Just got back from Dr. Markowitz and again was having discussions about doing things, how I don’t wanna do things, all the negative thoughts, all the incentive not to, how I wanna die all the time, and shit like that. Since I always seem to have a little shred of positivity after I come home from him, I decided on the train home that maybe I’d try writing down my thoughts, something he has suggested and has been suggested many times before, so here I am.

Everything […]

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I’m so tired of being here.

by Kristenislovexx
written by Kristenislovexx

I’ve been suicidal since 6th grade , I’ve been cutting since 6th grade as well , my ”family” does absolutely NOTHING to help me they just make everything worse.. To top it off , they say stupid shit to piss me off such as ”oh she’s gonna’ starve her self now” well maybe I am. Fuck eating.  Fuck everything.. I just cant live my life like this anymore. Today I cut my entire body up.. I’m hoping the next cut I do will kill me. I don’t know what to do , and it seems like no one cares about me.. so why not just leave?

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