The fucking country were I was born it is making me more suicidal. Everyday I have to listen all kind of bullshit and stupidity, it is like everyone is trying to be as ignorant and rude as possible. Sick and tired, everytime I go out, I just can think: I hate this place if I have to stay here I will kill myself..
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Does death have to be such a stigma ? If I choose to go can my loved ones be satisfied knowing that peace is with me (I hope) and I no longer suffer the unbearable, day to day mental obfuscation my own mind commits yet is self unrecognizable while it’s happening and too late to matter enough after the fact ? That has been my struggle since I was 18, I suppose, I’m 26 now and I’m ready to join the 27 club(if I get there). Everybody has their problems I suppose and I am no different, however I do feel like a 1 in […]
… I get closer to walking away. I see around me the stupidity in this world and I see it reflected in your reaching, pathetic eyes. I see the moon in all it’s naked glory blinding me till I want to tell the ***** to put some clothes on, or she’ll end up just like you. Just like you and your total lack of control over yourself. You and your fucking retardation that blinds you to the patterns of cause and effect in your life. How dare you have the audacity to look me in the eye and lie to me?
You can’t possibly take me […]
We are born, are educated, get a job, find a partner, have a family, make enough money to stave off discomfort, live the constant struggle of existence, get old, weak and sad, and then die.
Man killing man, people starving while others watch, rape, death: It all seems so illogical, so pointless. Life must be the complete stupidity of existence itself. Therefore we need to create artificial meaning to prop up our petty lives. We depend on religion, which answers our questions by referring to another world that doesn’t exist but provides a so called reason for living. Some people survive through apathy and conformity, following […]
I’m suicidal again, four years I’ve been depressed as far as I can remember. Had low self esteem for longer and I kept hearing and reading things WILL get better. I understand everyone is different, but I can’t go on hoping I will find happiness. I don’t want to wait another year, so unless I think otherwise or something along the lines of my not suiciding because I never take chances (by the way, I never take chances). I will probably ***** out, because I am afraid of taking my own life.
I was watching No Strings Attached and decided to stop watching near the […]
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