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#SuicidalThoughts

Please tell me how can you hold your head above water?

by Urm8451n 2/26/2018

written by Urm8451n

Today I lived for few hours.
I went on a date with a sweet girl. I had it all going fine for me, we have had fun, she really enjoyed my company.

The problems started later…

When I got back home, I got back to my depressed mom. To the shattered dreamland of her needs and feelings. To the half fine home of ours. To the family of abused kids. She was abused when she were young, and later on her life, she wasn’t the perfect mom. She is mentally ill, and she many times, abused me and my brother verbally and with lots of mental manipulations.

She […]

2/26/2018 4 comments

Hi there…

by Du_Dum_Ayzhin 1/24/2018

written by Du_Dum_Ayzhin

Lets see…

…where to start

. . .

1/24/2018 11 comments

damn it.

by Lazarus 2/20/2017

written by Lazarus

Can’t think of a good title..

Anyhow, the consensus is that life is so fucking god awful that I can’t even kill myself to help out.

There’s so much awful shit going on. Where do I begin? Oh. Well, my grandparents both have cancer now.

My parents have been trying to help by sending healthy foods to them when they have been devouring shit food all their lives. But they still sneak around to other family members and let them buy them junk food..( I can’t help people who don’t want to help themselves.) They’re waiting on a […]

2/20/2017 2 comments

I’m lost

by poetn.url 7/12/2016

written by poetn.url

Hey, I’m a girl, to be perfectly honest I’ve tried everything on getting better at doing life and all I end up is putting myself into hospital and hurting people around me. Yes I want to die. And yes I wil. One day. I’ve ended up here seeking help, so who knows I wanna find someone to relate to. I can’t be the only one wanting to loose my breath in the dense capacity of the ocean or breath in the sickening toxins of carbon monoxide on a daily basis? 🙁

7/12/2016 4 comments

Seven

by the-lord-of-the-lamps 5/22/2015

written by the-lord-of-the-lamps

I really don’t even know what to put here. We just took our final in baking and I had my workshop in creative writing on Thursday, so now that I don’t have any responsibilities anymore, I feel like it’s a good time to finally end this.

I’m so tired of fighting. I just can’t do it anymore. I don’t have the energy, and it’s not like anything is going to get better.

Sitting here writing this, I’m thinking of how it’s been well over a year since I left my house to hang out with friends. They really don’t care, do they? That’s my own fault, though. […]

5/22/2015 0 comment

Destined For A Life-long Misery

by fuckedup4life 4/3/2015

written by fuckedup4life

I don’t remember being happy, ever. Since I was 11 years old I’ve been thinking of running away from my so-called home. When I turned 12 I had my first suicidal thought. Since I turned 15 I’ve been attempting suicide every two years. I am 22 now and I just attempted suicide yesterday, but failed as usual.

It doesn’t change, it never will. My life has been nothing but a series of unfortunate events. I hate myself, I hate my life, but I don’t hate life. I wanna live a life, but not mine. I wish that one day I open my eyes and look in the mirror […]

4/3/2015 8 comments

Don’t listen if you don’t want to but please read these lyrics.

by helenabeat 2/6/2015

written by helenabeat

“Helena Beat”

Sometimes life it takes you by the hair
It pulls you down before you know it
It’s gone and you’re dead again.
I’ve been in places and I won’t pretend
That I’d make it out just to fall on my head

Wake up strange and take the walk downstairs
Hit the pawn up on the corner and pay for my rent
You know that I could not believe my own truth
Just show them what I choose, got nothing to lose

Yeah yeah and it’s O.K.
I tie my hands up to a chair so I don’t fall that way.
Yeah yeah and I’m alright.
I […]

2/6/2015 0 comment