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Suicide Pact

by Alexther 7/21/2014

written by Alexther

Well,I guess we’ll soon find out if I’ll live or die through this…

I just made a suicide pact with myself.I’m going in vacation back to my homecountry of Romania and,if things don’t change for the better until the end of the summer,then that’s it.It will never change for the better.It’s now or never.

I’m not even hoping that things will get better,because I know that every time I put my hopes in something,it turns into a huge and painful disappointment.Sometimes I really want something very bad to happen so I have a ”reason” to kill myself,as if I don’t already have one…

Haha,anyway,if I do commit suicide […]

7/21/2014 4 comments

Suicide Pact was A Failure, Now I’m in a Mental Ward

by Pbsmurderer 1/28/2014

written by Pbsmurderer

I attempted suicide again this month. Well, attempted isn’t really the right word. I was going to join a Suicide Pact but to my surprise, someone contacted the authorities beforehand and stopped us. After taking any tests, I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, Agoraphobia, Social Anxiety Disorder, and Insomnia. But hey, at least I got a new batch of pills. Man, the workers in the mental ward are true assholes, treating you like your crazy, it’s really annoying. Well, at least I was able to get out.

Wow, what a month. I attempted suicide twice, and I lost my job, what can I do now? […]

1/28/2014 20 comments

May Join a Suicide Pact

by Pbsmurderer 1/23/2014

written by Pbsmurderer

Give me a valid reason to live and I wont go, simple as that. Please don’t give me that “You’re family and friends will miss you” bullshit. All my family is dead, all my friends left me, there is no one who loves me or cares Â about me. Do you understand why I’m so bitter? Fuck living, I’ve had enough of this shit! All my life has been pain! My parents beating the shit out of me and molesting me, all my ” friends” making fun of me, I’m glad my family is dead! I’m glad I have no friends, all people do is hurt […]

1/23/2014 21 comments

Question, roughly how many who’ve come here actually went through with it?

by Snake5422000 11/25/2013

written by Snake5422000

I mean obviously, if they went through with it, they wouldn’t be here posting…. But I’m sure if some of them did. there are probably some people on here who can stand witness. Perhaps they’ve known some of those people, even if only from on this forum…. I suspect that there are some here (I won’t name anyone or point anyone out– I doubt I could yet anyhow, I haven’t been here that long, but even if I could I’m not trying to stir anything up here) who are just sort of emo and looking for kicks and drama, but I am curious how many […]

11/25/2013 9 comments

Double bag it

by flatus 6/9/2013

written by flatus

NEW YORKâ€”On a radio show they hosted called “The Pursuit of Happiness,” John Littig and Lynne Rosen urged listeners to embrace spontaneity.

“So much about life is about impulse,” Littig said on a broadcast this year on an FM station in New York, WBAI. “It’s about doing it right now.”

A shocking decision the couple made together appeared more methodical: Police say they killed themselves side by side as part of a suicide pact.

Autopsies found that both Littig, 47, and Rosen, 45, died from asphyxiation after inhaling helium, a spokeswoman for medical examiner’s office said last Thursday.

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6/9/2013 0 comment

I really am nothing.

by aloneandworthless 8/18/2012

written by aloneandworthless

Fuck. My life has never been worse. I mean, there have been and are really shitty things in my life. Things I can’t control. But it has got to the point where I can’t see a way out anymore.

I realise that I have a lot to live for. My family really needs me, as do my friends. They all love me. I am Â trying really hard to keep up my academic side. I was actually focusing on that when the shit storm hit.

I had a boyfriend. Fuck that is depressing having to write that in the past tense. People say stupid shit like ‘Oh yeah, […]

8/18/2012 3 comments

Nothing wrong with my life

by theForgotten 6/10/2012

written by theForgotten

I don’t know what’s wrong with me.Â I’m a 15 year old boy, a straight A student who just finished freshman year at a relatively good school.Â I am a decent track and cross country athlete, and my family loves me very much.Â Yet, I still constantly feel alone and useless.

I don’t quite understand people.Â I see people I know having fun, hanging out, and I don’t know, I can’t seem to find myself normal friends.Â There are plenty of people I talk to (about once a week each, about serious shit usually).Â I don’t know how “suicide attempt” is defined on this site, but […]

6/10/2012 4 comments

fuck itâ€™s startingâ€¦i need help, this is me reaching out

by JBCubbs 3/15/2012

written by JBCubbs

the amassing depression. the self-loathing, self put down. the little voice in my head telling me that i should just kill myself and be free. my fucking straight edge calling me from the drawer. my psych meds transforming into an image of freedom. fuck fuck fuck!!! how wonderful it would be, the bus driver not being able to stop in time. or the gun salesman not knowing my true intention. fuck here come the fucking tears. the kind of sadness that make me feel weak and lonely. except for the fact that i am alone and lonely. iâ€™m a pathetic excuse for a human being. […]

3/15/2012 3 comments