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suicidesurvivor

My brothers Keeper

by imaokat 3/20/2018

written by imaokat

March 19, 2018.

“I am a survivor of a loved one of suicide.” It’s been six months since the passing of my loved one and today I seen that quote and my heart was so heavy i needed somewhere to let it out.

I am the middle child of my broken family, below me I have a baby sister who is not such a baby anymore but a huge gap between my brother and i. Then, there was my older brother, one year, three months, seven days apart to be exact. Growing up everyone thought we were twins, which we hated but now i guess i understand […]

3/20/2018 1 comment

The attempts I lived through

by Blood_Lotus 3/31/2016

written by Blood_Lotus

Hello again,

feel like I am close to rockbottom again, the intent is strong to try and commit again.

Yet I always remember how I lived through my previous attempts when planning.

in 2012 I finally passed my theoretical and oral exams for the vocational School I attended and had to find an internship for 6 months, then the last exam would take place. I wasn’t proud or felt accomplished that I was in the last third of my Training. There was no Feeling but emptiness.
I started the internship, kept my facade but two or three weeks in I snapped. My father took medication for his heart […]

3/31/2016 3 comments

Average. . .

by panda1 11/23/2013

written by panda1

I’m not the as people would say ‘average’ face of depression. I’m a successful student, cheerleader at a college, have friends (or did) But on this Saturday night I’m doing fine then bam, I’m ‘depressingly bored’ It’s saturday, our football team won the first game of playoff’s woo, I should be out celebrating. I’m not I’m here thinking back to the night I tried to take my life. I’m not so distraught by it anymore. But some times I think why didn’t it happen but bigger question is why did I try? I was talking to my sister the other day about it. I pretty […]

11/23/2013 2 comments