My Ultimate Downfall
Written By: Markus Jolley
Here I am mourning at her tomb,
As I weep, my tears hit the ground,
 As I weep, my hate starts to consume,
Of love lost or of love found.
 I Looked up to the stars and asked God why,
I Loved her, and then you, God, you took her away!
Why did this happen, why did she need to die?
I can’t deal with this; it gets harder each and every day.
 So I’m alone now, weeping silently in the night,
 I did everything […]
I see him everywhere i go
and never does he leave me alone
he was there at the very first time when stuff went down
he was there when miles got shut down , yeah i seen him , with my owe eyes .
he even watched me lose my mind.
laughing , with a happy smile.
when you walk the road he walks with you ,hes part of your shadow,so real and true
hes always round the corner , looking out,watching when the sun sets and when the moon shines.
at moments of despair he sees me ,watching out
ready to catch me,at this moment of weakness
ready to drop hes prey , he […]
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