I just had an allergic reaction. Fuck you Taco Bell. Death by onion. Ugh. Anyone else have a food alergy?
I’m heading to bed everyone. I’ve been sleeping on and off due to the benadryl. My throat hurts and I’m starting to get loopy once again. Hah funny thing about things that put you to sleep. I may pass out for a few minuts then wake up feeling high or something similar. Insomnia is great…
Somedays I just lay in my bed staring at the walls in silence. I get so busy in letting my thoughts run that an hour will casually slip by, just like that. Sometimes two.
Staring at these white walls.
Not listening to music, not sleeping, not on my laptop, not even moving a twitch. I just let myself breathe in silence.
And I wonder adding up all those hours, adding into days, weeks of endless uselessness of nothing when I go to meet God will he damn me for these days of wasting my “precious” life he gave? The big man will ask me, why […]
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